Song information On this page you can read the lyrics of the song I Just Wanted Love , by - Domo Wilson. Release date: 31.05.2021
Age restrictions: 18+
Song language: English
I Just Wanted Love |
| I was 10 in my room praying looking at the sky |
| Crying cause I didn’t like the fact that I was bi |
| Couldn’t figure out why |
| But I’d try |
| Begging God to make me straight cause I just wanna like guys |
| Nobody knew I was ashamed so I was very homophobic |
| Fighting things inside of me and hoping no one noticed |
| Turned 14 it was my life it was the focus |
| Seeing pretty girls and falling fast cause I was hopeless |
| But I ain’t wanna be like this because I knew I was ashamed |
| Cutting on my wrist and asking God to take the pain |
| It felt like everyday was rain |
| Because my adolescence brain |
| Would listen to the ones around me saying that I’m strange |
| And I ain’t wanna be like this because I knew I was ashamed |
| Cutting on my wrist and asking God to take the pain |
| It felt like everyday was rain |
| Because my adolescence brain |
| Would listen to the ones around me saying that I’m strange |
| When I was 16 I ran home from school |
| Went into my room and locked the door and grabbed the stool |
| Wrote a note to everyone and said the world is cruel |
| Asking God for mercy cause I couldn’t take the rules |
| And I was crying I was screaming asking god to take this pain away |
| And if I die tonight they will forget me it will fade away |
| And something in my head was tellin me to put the blade away |
| The devil saying do it but the angel saying stay today |
| I just wanted love |
| For someone to just tell me that it’s fine |
| I wanted to feel loved |
| I wanted time |
| I just wanted conversation |
| A mental health day for vacation |
| I just wanted to be heard I wanted patience |
| But I ain’t wanna be like this because I knew I was ashamed |
| Cutting on my wrist and asking God to take the pain |
| It felt like everyday was rain |
| Because my adolescence brain |
| Would listen to the ones around me saying that I’m strange |
| And I ain’t wanna be like this because I knew I was ashamed |
| Cutting on my wrist and asking God to take the pain |
| It felt like everyday was rain |
| Because my adolescence brain |
| Would listen to the ones around me saying that I’m strange |
| And now that I’m older |
| I’m glad that I made it |
| Cause I can be me |
| And I don’t gotta fake it |
| Teenager me would be so proud so proud |
| And now that I’m older |
| I’m glad that I made it |
| Cause I can be me |
| And I don’t gotta fake it |
| Teenager me would be so proud |
| Cause I just wanted love |
| For someone to just tell me that it’s fine |
| I wanted to feel loved |
| I wanted time |
| I just wanted conversation |
| A mental health day for vacation |
| I just wanted to be heard I wanted patience |
| Now I’m ok with being me and I am no longer am ashamed |
| It’s ok cause you don’t gotta feel the pain |
| Just remember it’s a rainbow at the end of every rain |
| Straight, bi, trans, lesbian its loving all the same |
| Now I’m ok with being me and I am no longer am ashamed |
| It’s ok to be whoever you don’t gotta feel the pain |
| Just remember it’s a rainbow at the end of every rain |
| Straight, bi, trans, lesbian its loving all the same |
| And now I feel the love |
| I feel like I can be myself |
| Strangers all around the world they help |
| This little girl inside |
| Is now filled with so much pride |
| The hatred in my heart has died |