Song information On this page you can find the lyrics of the song I Just Wanted Love, artist - Domo Wilson.
Date of issue: 31.05.2021
Age restrictions: 18+
Song language: English
I Just Wanted Love |
I was 10 in my room praying looking at the sky |
Crying cause I didn’t like the fact that I was bi |
Couldn’t figure out why |
But I’d try |
Begging God to make me straight cause I just wanna like guys |
Nobody knew I was ashamed so I was very homophobic |
Fighting things inside of me and hoping no one noticed |
Turned 14 it was my life it was the focus |
Seeing pretty girls and falling fast cause I was hopeless |
But I ain’t wanna be like this because I knew I was ashamed |
Cutting on my wrist and asking God to take the pain |
It felt like everyday was rain |
Because my adolescence brain |
Would listen to the ones around me saying that I’m strange |
And I ain’t wanna be like this because I knew I was ashamed |
Cutting on my wrist and asking God to take the pain |
It felt like everyday was rain |
Because my adolescence brain |
Would listen to the ones around me saying that I’m strange |
When I was 16 I ran home from school |
Went into my room and locked the door and grabbed the stool |
Wrote a note to everyone and said the world is cruel |
Asking God for mercy cause I couldn’t take the rules |
And I was crying I was screaming asking god to take this pain away |
And if I die tonight they will forget me it will fade away |
And something in my head was tellin me to put the blade away |
The devil saying do it but the angel saying stay today |
I just wanted love |
For someone to just tell me that it’s fine |
I wanted to feel loved |
I wanted time |
I just wanted conversation |
A mental health day for vacation |
I just wanted to be heard I wanted patience |
But I ain’t wanna be like this because I knew I was ashamed |
Cutting on my wrist and asking God to take the pain |
It felt like everyday was rain |
Because my adolescence brain |
Would listen to the ones around me saying that I’m strange |
And I ain’t wanna be like this because I knew I was ashamed |
Cutting on my wrist and asking God to take the pain |
It felt like everyday was rain |
Because my adolescence brain |
Would listen to the ones around me saying that I’m strange |
And now that I’m older |
I’m glad that I made it |
Cause I can be me |
And I don’t gotta fake it |
Teenager me would be so proud so proud |
And now that I’m older |
I’m glad that I made it |
Cause I can be me |
And I don’t gotta fake it |
Teenager me would be so proud |
Cause I just wanted love |
For someone to just tell me that it’s fine |
I wanted to feel loved |
I wanted time |
I just wanted conversation |
A mental health day for vacation |
I just wanted to be heard I wanted patience |
Now I’m ok with being me and I am no longer am ashamed |
It’s ok cause you don’t gotta feel the pain |
Just remember it’s a rainbow at the end of every rain |
Straight, bi, trans, lesbian its loving all the same |
Now I’m ok with being me and I am no longer am ashamed |
It’s ok to be whoever you don’t gotta feel the pain |
Just remember it’s a rainbow at the end of every rain |
Straight, bi, trans, lesbian its loving all the same |
And now I feel the love |
I feel like I can be myself |
Strangers all around the world they help |
This little girl inside |
Is now filled with so much pride |
The hatred in my heart has died |