Song information On this page you can find the lyrics of the song Becoming Myself, artist - Domo Wilson.
Date of issue: 26.09.2020
Age restrictions: 18+
Song language: English
Becoming Myself |
People tell me that i’m… |
Going to hell if I don’t change |
That liking the same sex is wrong |
And really kinda strange |
That I should find a man and possibly get engaged |
Find a father for my son |
And live holy, everyday |
But they don’t understand the pain that comes with those words |
Should I listen to the world? |
Or should I put myself first? |
I remember waking up from the pain and the hurt |
Several suicide attempts… |
Cause I didn’t know my worth |
Popped pills behind the wheel my life I was fighting |
Thank god i’m alive! |
Man I was only 19… |
Tried to go to church, but they told me I was wrong |
Didn’t feel like I belonged |
So I took myself home |
Anxiety if I die… |
Will I go to heaven? |
Does god love me? |
Even though I love women? |
I remember crying in my car wanting to end it all |
Then I thought about my future as I let my tears fall… |
Fast forward i’m engaged with a son |
I learned to love myself and don’t listen to anyone |
This is for anyone |
Who just doesn’t feel supported |
Give yourself time |
You are freaking loved and so important |
If you wanna cry it out, cry it out |
It’s okay! |
No matter if you’re straight, bi, trans, queer, or gay |
You are worth it and you’re beautiful |
You’re far from the usual |
Your life is oh so worth it because you are freaking perfect how you are |
15 years old |
I wrote my mom a letter |
It was National Coming Out day so I felt a little better |
I said, if she loves me she will accept me for who I am |
So I wrote her a note and left it on her nightstand… |
I said |
Mommy I love you |
Thank you for all you’ve done |
I just wanna say i’m gay I don’t wanna hurt anyone |
I hope I didn’t disappoint you… |
I hope you don’t cry |
I hope you still love me even though I don’t like guys |
I, ran away that day and didn’t come back |
My mom was calling my phone |
Literally back to back |
I thought that she was gonna hate me |
I thought she was gonna curse |
I called her up that night and asked her to meet me up at a church |
Crying |
Tears running down my face |
She told me she loved me but it was wrong to feel this way |
She told me that i’m young and I was going through a phase |
That I should change my ways and that my life would be ok |
Fast forward i’m engaged with a son |
She loves her and my son |
She’s my supporter number one |
This is for anyone |
Who just doesn’t feel supported |
Give yourself time |
You are freaking loved and so important |
If you wanna cry it out, cry it out |
It’s okay! |
No matter if you’re straight, bi, trans, queer, or gay |
You are worth it and you’re beautiful |
You’re far from the usual |
Your life is oh so worth it because you are freaking perfect how you are |
Fast forward i’m as happy as can be |
I’m gay and i’m proud! |
and I can finally be me |
This is for anyone |
Who just doesn’t feel supported |
Give yourself time |
You are freaking loved and so important |
If you wanna cry it out, cry it out |
It’s okay! |
No matter if you’re straight, bi, trans, queer, or gay |
You are worth it and you’re beautiful |
You’re far from the usual |
Your life is oh so worth it because you are freaking perfect how you are |
You are freaking perfect how you are! |