Song information On this page you can read the lyrics of the song Becoming Myself , by - Domo Wilson. Release date: 26.09.2020
Age restrictions: 18+
Song language: English
Becoming Myself |
| People tell me that i’m… |
| Going to hell if I don’t change |
| That liking the same sex is wrong |
| And really kinda strange |
| That I should find a man and possibly get engaged |
| Find a father for my son |
| And live holy, everyday |
| But they don’t understand the pain that comes with those words |
| Should I listen to the world? |
| Or should I put myself first? |
| I remember waking up from the pain and the hurt |
| Several suicide attempts… |
| Cause I didn’t know my worth |
| Popped pills behind the wheel my life I was fighting |
| Thank god i’m alive! |
| Man I was only 19… |
| Tried to go to church, but they told me I was wrong |
| Didn’t feel like I belonged |
| So I took myself home |
| Anxiety if I die… |
| Will I go to heaven? |
| Does god love me? |
| Even though I love women? |
| I remember crying in my car wanting to end it all |
| Then I thought about my future as I let my tears fall… |
| Fast forward i’m engaged with a son |
| I learned to love myself and don’t listen to anyone |
| This is for anyone |
| Who just doesn’t feel supported |
| Give yourself time |
| You are freaking loved and so important |
| If you wanna cry it out, cry it out |
| It’s okay! |
| No matter if you’re straight, bi, trans, queer, or gay |
| You are worth it and you’re beautiful |
| You’re far from the usual |
| Your life is oh so worth it because you are freaking perfect how you are |
| 15 years old |
| I wrote my mom a letter |
| It was National Coming Out day so I felt a little better |
| I said, if she loves me she will accept me for who I am |
| So I wrote her a note and left it on her nightstand… |
| I said |
| Mommy I love you |
| Thank you for all you’ve done |
| I just wanna say i’m gay I don’t wanna hurt anyone |
| I hope I didn’t disappoint you… |
| I hope you don’t cry |
| I hope you still love me even though I don’t like guys |
| I, ran away that day and didn’t come back |
| My mom was calling my phone |
| Literally back to back |
| I thought that she was gonna hate me |
| I thought she was gonna curse |
| I called her up that night and asked her to meet me up at a church |
| Crying |
| Tears running down my face |
| She told me she loved me but it was wrong to feel this way |
| She told me that i’m young and I was going through a phase |
| That I should change my ways and that my life would be ok |
| Fast forward i’m engaged with a son |
| She loves her and my son |
| She’s my supporter number one |
| This is for anyone |
| Who just doesn’t feel supported |
| Give yourself time |
| You are freaking loved and so important |
| If you wanna cry it out, cry it out |
| It’s okay! |
| No matter if you’re straight, bi, trans, queer, or gay |
| You are worth it and you’re beautiful |
| You’re far from the usual |
| Your life is oh so worth it because you are freaking perfect how you are |
| Fast forward i’m as happy as can be |
| I’m gay and i’m proud! |
| and I can finally be me |
| This is for anyone |
| Who just doesn’t feel supported |
| Give yourself time |
| You are freaking loved and so important |
| If you wanna cry it out, cry it out |
| It’s okay! |
| No matter if you’re straight, bi, trans, queer, or gay |
| You are worth it and you’re beautiful |
| You’re far from the usual |
| Your life is oh so worth it because you are freaking perfect how you are |
| You are freaking perfect how you are! |