
Date of issue: 14.07.2007
Record label: NoEvDiA
Song language: English
The Repellent Scars of Abandon and Election |
The feeling of destroying the capacity for inward peace, an insane dance |
With the angels of innocence amidst thorns and in frenzy, the warmth of A divine blessing, a daringness which prevailed over any imaginable fear |
Hovering on the brink of a voluntary act of contrition, but soon all pales |
Besides the cry this shattering truth wrests from all fellow men, there is More to it than suffering and sounds of suffering, it is a process that only |
The extinction of a divine soul could terminate. |
The eye can outstare neither |
The sun, nor death… If I sought God it was in delirium and in the delight of Temptation. |
The idea of Salvation comes, I believe, from one whom suffering breaks |
Apart. |
He who masters it, on the contrary, needs to be broken, to proceed |
On the path towards the rupture. |
Nothing of what man can know, to this end, could be evaded without |
Degradation, without sin, — is it no burden to bear the repellent scars of Abandon, of election?- it leaves but a state of supplication and deserted |
Expanses, an absorption into despair. |
The existence of things cannot enclose |
The death which it brings to me; |
the existence is itself projected into my Death, and it is my death which encloses it. |
Am I deranged? |
Over and above |
Quietism! |
Nurtured by the multitude of man’s misfortune, a thousand halos |
Like torches in the night of the spirit, a thousand traps, pitalls of brimstone |
And the empty sky, prostrated face against the earth in frantic laughter… |
I was beyond withstanding my own ignominy. |
I invoked it and blessed it. |
I progressed ever further into vileness and degradation. |
Am I resurging, |
Intact, out of infamy? |
Name | Year |
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Abscission | 2012 |
Ad Arma! Ad Arma! | 2019 |
Epiklesis I | 2012 |
Wings of Predation | 2012 |
Sola Fide I | 2004 |
Dearth | 2012 |
Epiklesis II | 2012 |
First Prayer | 2004 |
Phosphene | 2012 |
Malconfort | 2012 |
Sola Fide II | 2004 |
Have You Beheld the Fevers ? | 2012 |
Devouring Famine | 2012 |
Hétoïmasia | 2004 |
Neither Meaning nor Justice | 2019 |
The Fires of Frustration | 2019 |
Second Prayer | 2004 |
Third Prayer | 2004 |
Blessed Are the Dead Whiche Dye in the Lorde | 2004 |
Fiery Serpents | 2012 |