Song information On this page you can read the lyrics of the song Suffocating , by - DAX. Release date: 14.10.2021
Song language: English
Suffocating |
| I’m tired man… |
| Sometimes I just sit in my room and hold my breath |
| And let all the pressure and anxiety build up |
| And just let the time pass by |
| At first, I couldn’t breathe |
| Now I’m suffocating |
| Maybe the pressure from the fame isn’t worth what I’m chasing |
| I used to say God’s playing, now the devil’s on my team acting foul and it’s |
| all flagrant |
| Tryna push me off the path that I’m steady paving |
| Sin is the currency and every day I’m making payments |
| I don’t wanna live in it but I heard a saying |
| «Good knows evil cause the houses are both adjacent» |
| I don’t know if I should go for these goals |
| I’ve seen people gain the world but lose their souls |
| My anxiety is building as the weight of it grows |
| I succumb myself in privacy inside my home |
| And I barely answer calls and when I see my phone |
| I’m reminded that the real feeling of being alone is having millions who love |
| you but can leave you or say that they hate you at the moment they don’t fuck |
| with a song |
| I used to laugh it off |
| Now I hold my breath and suffocate |
| Then I sit and wait just to see if I can kill the hate |
| And as I’m fleeting I see God at the heaven’s gates |
| Then come back down to fight another day |
| Then I grab that same phone and smile and wave |
| And pour my empty heart into a song that they won’t praise |
| They say patience is the key but they didn’t tell me, while I wait I’ll be |
| locked inside a steel cage |
| Something’s wrong, I feel claustrophobic |
| I’m stuck living in the past and not the moment |
| Or the future where my life is only more broken |
| Cause those wounds from the past are still open |
| I take sips of love and every single time it’s poison I see |
| Women who can’t see past my employment |
| Or see me as enjoyment so I can’t enjoy it cause the ride’s temporary and they |
| leave once they crash and destroy it |
| I don’t think this life is healthy, why didn’t anybody tell me? |
| Everybody want help but nobody wanna help me |
| I’m an ATM, a therapist and everybody’s friendly |
| And they hide their real intentions but my mind won’t let me |
| If I make a sad song, don’t ask me if I’m happy |
| Fuck a hook, my pain isn’t catchy |
| If you relate, or worse feel badly, fucking pity me at least and check in if |
| you at me |
| That’s the only way I’ll know who it touches |
| That’s why I stay awake and answer DMs by the hundreds |
| So I don’t lose myself and fill my stomach with the feeling that I’m here just |
| to suffocate for nothing |
| If you know real pain then you see it when you look me in my eyes |
| I try to hide it but they do not lie |
| I wanna sleep but if I try, the demons who creep in my dreams will collide |
| So I stay up and I stare at the ceiling |
| And ask myself if I should even share these feelings |
| Then I hear a voice in the distance from a ghost-like image |
| Saying my pain could be somebody’s healing |
| So I close my eyes and drift to the place that inspires these lyrics |
| And as I see flames and I scream, I pray it’s a place you’ll never have to visit |