| I can’t sleep
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| I keep thinking about this
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| What if, with everything that’s going on, the world really is coming to an end?
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| Then what?
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| What if it isn’t a lie? |
| (What if?)
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| What if we make it to heaven and don’t get inside? |
| (What if?)
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| What if we get to the gates and see God on the other side and he looks us in
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| our face and says our whole lives we’ve wasted time?
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| What if we can’t go back? |
| (What if?)
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| What if we can’t redo this life and get one second chance?
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| What if our future happiness is memories of our past (God)
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| While we burn forever haunted by the devil’s laughs? |
| (Hahahaha)
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| Why?
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| Why do we push them away? |
| (Why?)
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| And why do the ones we work to keep never actually stay? |
| (Why?)
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| Why do we focus on tomorrow and forget about today (Why?)
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| And smile in everybody’s face and try and act like we’re okay?
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| Why do we live this way?
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| Why do we hate?
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| Why do we fight?
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| Why do we act like there’s time and got more than one life?
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| Why? |
| (Answer me)
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| Why? |
| WHY?! |
| Why? |
| Why?
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| I’m older and looking for truth
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| I’m holding my faith in my hand but the pain in this world has been shaking it
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| loose
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| I used to have so much to gain
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| Now I have so much to lose
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| They say I’m crazy for looking for answers
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| I say they crazy for not giving proof
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| Vision is blurred, I’m over concerned
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| I’m looking at God to see if life with him is something I’ve earned
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| The devil’s been watching he’s tryna recruit he’s been waiting at every turn
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| I’m driving this life on the highway to hell but I won’t burn, fuck!
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| We know the difference
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| We know what is wrong and we know what is right
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| But Satan is strong, God, and most of your people are losing the fight (We try)
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| So what if we fail?
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| What if we can’t escape his lies? |
| (What if?)
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| What if we can’t change, what if he still controls our minds?
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| Where do we run?
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| Where do we go?
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| Who do we talk to?
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| We look around and everyone we see is lost too (Fuck)
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| What if life was just some test that we all do? |
| (What if?)
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| What if you were busy when we called you?
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| What if hell’s on earth?
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| What if being born is dying, and dying’s birth?
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| Would that mean life’s not God’s gift but the devil’s curse?
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| And to live was to be evil 'cause it’s words reversed?
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| What if the devil entered a pastor and he led a church?
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| What if we looked for the truth, but didn’t know where to search? |
| (Where?)
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| What if the books they said to read had never been your words? |
| (What if?)
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| What if we chose to follow you but we still had that urge?
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| Will you forgive us for our sins and let us in your world?
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| God we at the gates (What if?)
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| We couldn’t see, hear, or touch you, but we had faith
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| We know we messed up, we human and we make mistakes
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| So we just begging we get in and that you’ll have grace (Please)
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| God!
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| What if we didn’t mean it?
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| What if the place we grew up forgot to teach it?
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| What if we never even got the chance to go and seek it?
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| Then what, then what? |
| (Then what?)
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| Dear Family
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| We’re in scary times
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| Nobody has the answers
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| Just make sure we spread love
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| And believe
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| My name is Dax |