| Yo yo, woke up in the city as a derelict, the ghetto is my narrative
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| Never been the same after Pa and Ma had a split
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| Stuck between the bangers and the Sunday morning terrorists
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| Before I go to bed I kneel and say a prayer in Arabic
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| Product of the negligence, niggas having mad rumbles
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| Remember when Junior hit T boney with the brass knuckles
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| Fronting like they hard, just the other day they ran from you
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| California dreaming life mad/nightmares of this man’s struggle
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| With Mom it was mad hustle even though we fatherless
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| She fifteen (15) years clean from the alcohol anonymous
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| Never had a trade or got a chance to get her Doctorate
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| She California dreaming, tryna mend these broken promises
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| Fuck the world and it’s politics cause life is not a movie
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| Paint a picture on the wall and try to radiate the beauty
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| Ah, yea ! |
| my Cali niggas stay on the grind
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| Another day another dollar in the 619
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| And I…
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| Swear some nights I don’t sleep
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| Cause the weight of the world feel like the weight of my sheets
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| Cali streets wasn’t meant for the humble or the meek
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| More of a jungle where we hunger for peace, crumble up leaves
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| The hood life, good life I’m stuck in between
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| Wishing I could get my brothers a dream, something pushing us back,
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| like we swimming upstream
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| If I take another route will I make it out? |
| can’t help but doubt cause
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| It’s a struggle and reality bites they’ll either hand you a pistol,
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| or pass you a mic or some Nikes
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| And a jersey, tell you shoot like Kobe
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| Meanwhile, I’m drowning in this bottle of OE, thinking bout how I got a
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| daughter to feed
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| And will I be around to water my seed? |
| just a thought
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| So much on my mind as I sit and unwind another day another dollar in the 559
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| And I’m…
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| Undefined, lost in LA Times tryna figure out my purpose everyday on this Earth
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| What’s my meaning? |
| when Cali senseless the caught my nukka slipping on the Ave
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| Now his face on the shirt
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| Leimert — Another day, in, word
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| To them bangers
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| That be stacking up that paper in exchange for the work
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| A thousand planets, a trillion tons, mass of the Sun
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| Wouldn’t equal to my burden or the weight of my hurt
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| You ever stood on my turf you know about them true O’s
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| Them rolling them 30s and 40s be riding on them deuce fours in my hood
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| That don’t reflect the sentiment in my heart
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| When the blocks is hard as times are we gotta see beyond that
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| A city made insane by the gangs killed my pops
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| I used to say the city gave him AIDS so much on my brain it replays and repeats
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| Another day another dollar in the tres deuce three
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| And I…
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| I woke up in this world
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| California… dreaming |