| I tried to hate you,
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| forget you,
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| suppress you,
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| replace you,
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| understand you
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| and forgive you
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| But all in vain
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| your words should have been meaningless to me but they weren’t
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| Why do you do this to me?
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| Providing the most precious moment of my life
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| And tearing my heart into pieces in one breath
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| You are probable not wasting one more thought on me While I dissolve in hopes and doubts
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| But that’s the way it goes, I guess
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| I would give up everything for you
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| My pride,
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| my dignity,
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| my principles
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| my home
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| my life
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| I knew it 's ruined anyway
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| You are so far away
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| And I am bond here
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| You head for your ancestors
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| I for my future carrier
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| You long for freedom
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| And I for you
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| Everybody has warned me of this
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| Has foreseen my misery
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| But wasn’t it you
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| Saying nothing happens by chance
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| So tell me where can I hide
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| Where shall I go Now that I am a 'lone lorn creature'
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| I won’t see the truth
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| I don’t want to believe this
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| I can’t understand
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| I just don’t get it right
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| Is this your revenge
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| Where I believed it mine?
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| I don’t want these thoughts any more
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| Please get them out of my head
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| I don’t want to be the victim once more
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| No more sacrifices
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| Every new disappointments lets your heart grew thicker
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| But who will ever cut through this cover
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| I can’t, I won’t face the truth
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| But eventually I have to Maybe fate never intended
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| to see me happy in the end |