Lyrics Slowly Decaying - Curious

Slowly Decaying

I’m sliding into helplessness
Though I tried to avoid
This kind of self-pity
That leads to nothing than more pain
I knew it well
But still make the same mistake
Hoping for love
I have to see the cruel truth
You are not the first
And won’t be the last
I’ve put my trust in you
But with every new disappointment
I’m losing a part of myself
Until my heart dissolves to dust
I’ve gone through this before
Sleepless nights in torture
Nevertheless I can’t tell my heart
What to feel or to desire
That’s why I have to cry
I’m drowning in my tears
There’s nothing else to do
There’s nothing you can do
You are not the first
And won’t be the last
I’ve put my trust in you
But with every new disappointment
I’m losing a part of myself
Until my heart dissolves to dust