Lyrics Haven - City State

Haven

I’d carry your pain like it’s paradise
If only to see you one last time
I can’t even think of spending one more night
Reliving the moment I felt your life fade
And I knew there was nothing left for me
(If I had known I would’ve done anything)
I’m fading further from myself
(If I had known would you still be here?)
Your haunting dream is keeping me alive
A chorus of faces suspended in agony
If I call out I know I’ll forget your name
I’d rather bear the weight than let you slip away
Can you forgive me
Or should I bury you further?
Push you further to the back of mind
And forget that night
[Chorus: Duncan Green &
Logan Jahr
As soon as I felt your life fade
I knew there was nothing left for me, for me
If I had known, I would’ve done anything
If I had known, would you still be here?
The last time I held you, we were breaking down
Breaking apart
Why didn’t I know then?
I should’ve known but I couldn’t tell myself
Just beneath the surface
I should’ve given you up, I should’ve let you go
Now I’m just dying to find you
In the dark as I fall apart
I’m just dying to find you within myself
I’ll carry the weight;
the life that you gave
[Chorus: Duncan Green &
Logan Jahr
As soon as I felt your life fade
I knew there was nothing left for me, for me
If I had known, I would’ve done anything
If I had known, would you still be here?
The last time I held you, we were breaking down
The thoughts in my head are not my own
Just going in circles
The curtains are drawn but I’m not alone
Just going in circles