Lyrics Dissolve - City State

Dissolve

I feel my walls caving in
Stuck in the past that haunts me for my sins
Memory fades away
Stuck in a liars embrace
My pulse is deafening
Counting down till the moment I open my eyes
Nothing can save me
How could I rest with the knowledge
That I can’t let go of my contempt?
I held it in
You dissolved the bones that kept me going
And honestly I lost faith myself
Tore the skin from my back
But it wasn’t enough and there was nothing left
And in the end we’ll crawl on hands and knees
To find relief in our ill intentioned peace
Take my breath and watch me scream
I’ll say the words that will set you free
You watched me fall apart
Helped yourself to the wreckage
Took what you wanted and left me to drown
Left me to begin to rot from the inside out
I gave it all to you
You watch me fall apart
I held on till the current crept into my lungs
But it was too late to succumb
Drown me out
Do my words mean nothing now?
Look at the mess we made
You’d rather bury me than face what we became
All i’d ever ask of you is to forget my name
Forget what we became
Memory fades away
But nothing can save me
You watched me fall apart
Helped yourself to the wreckage
Took what you wanted and left me to drown
You said it’s over and done but i’m still broken
I thought you were the words that kept me going
You were the leech that kept me on hands and knees
Your words meant nothing