| If I was dead, life would be easier
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| My mom would probably cry, I just hope that she don’t see me first
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| The thoughts in my head are making me lose all my sanity, I swear
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| And if I was dead, they’d go and post a million pictures saying that we was
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| family
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| And that they love me
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| But please just don’t lie to yourself
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| Please, don’t lie to yourself
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| 'Cause yeah, I’m alive but I still don’t exist
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| But it’s hard for me to die when I never really got to live
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| I don’t fucking know
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| If I was dead, I hope they’d play my songs
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| My sister would cry, but people will move on
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| And I hope they do
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| Because everyone deserves to be happy
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| So why am I not happy?
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| And the drugs just distract me, yeah
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| All these voices give me choices and I think I need some help
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| And I’m long gone, do you miss me?
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| Do a favor for yourself
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| But please just don’t lie to yourself
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| Please, don’t lie to yourself
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| Please, don’t lie to yourself
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| Please, lie, don’t, don’t |