Lyrics Consider It A Win - Ceschi

Consider It A Win

By this age I thought I’d be dead and gone
I’m still figuring out what I fucking want
I do work but don’t have a job
Pay rent but don’t have a home
What does that freedom cost?
Had a dream the other night that you were back alive
for the way you died
It’s your fucking Sometimes
attempting to survive when there’s no hope in sight
I don’t know what it means to go slow
But deep down I’m hoping I’ll grow old
I don’t know what it means to go slow
But deep down I’m hoping I’ll grow old
Wish I could lie to you and say the world has changed
That people became better since you left this place
But it somehow just feels the same
Another incel killed immigrants,
And most days feel heavy from the weight of the world
And the weight of this skin and fat and bones
So I’m left here carving a space for myself
Embracing the pain of this short existence
I don’t know what it means to go slow
But deep down I’m hoping I’ll grow old
I don’t know what it means to go slow
But deep down I’m hoping I’ll grow old
No I don’t want to hang myself today
And I consider that a win
No I don’t want to hang myself today
And I consider that a win
I remember when they prayed for you on the internet
I remember when those prayers came and went
The next day we had one less friend
Humans cling onto anything when they’re feeling helpless
There are many days that I wish I had your guts
And the beautiful way you didn’t give a fuck
But it feels like sad fat luck
That I’m even alive so I’m stuck accepting this present
I don’t know what it means to go slow
But deep down I’m hoping I’ll grow old
I don’t know what it means to go slow
But deep down I’m hoping I’ll grow old
No I don’t want to hang myself today
And I consider that a win
No I don’t want to hang myself today
And I consider that a win