Lyrics You - Cam Meekins

You

Dear well, I probably should’t say your name
I just wanted to tell you that a lot of things have changed
The other day I found this letter that you wrote to me, so ima read it
I swear it’s like the sweetest poetry
So look, you always saw the bright side of things
And you taught me to appreciate the nice silent things
Remember I was just a kid trapped and forgotten
But you believed in me, that’ll never be forgotten
And you was older so your words spoke loud
As I look back at it now I gotta find you in that crowd
So what a mess, look at me with all the stress
If you ran into me now I’d probably never find happiness
We used to party but I never really drank
I just went into the bathroom and I poured it down the sink
And now I grab the bottle even tighter when I hold it
I gave my soul to you, but you turned around and sold it for your own life
I guess I’m being selfish now
But I got a lot of clout from this fucking rapping style
You told me that I changed, I’ll admit it
But its strange cause I’m sitting thinking you the one to blame
So I hit you on your cell just to know it went to voicemail
I checked your facebook but you don’t really post well
So how we gonna communicate, I’ll never know
I guess I gotta let it go
Don’t cry just go to that place
You needed time so I gave you space
I’ll wonder if I’ll ever get to talk to you
I’m doing this for me yo, not for you
Don’t cry just go to that place
You needed time so I gave you space
I’ll wonder if I’ll ever get to talk to you
I’m doing this for me yo, not for you
And I just wanna know if you can hear me
So maybe turn it up, speak a little clearly
No matter how many songs I make
You gonna never hear me say that I made a mistake
And that I’m sorry from the bottom of my heart
You put up with a lot it was a problem from the start
And even if you took me back it wouldn’t be the same
I’ll even get a tattoo for you of your name
And you know I never meant to be an asshole
I guess it’s greener where the other people’s grass grows
But wait a minute, why you wonder if I’ll stay committed?
I used to visit you when you was at your baby sitting
But now I need a chaperon to even get me through the day
The minute that you left I had so much to say
I never got the chance to even tell you that I loved you
Fuck you, now I only see you when I"m looking up above
You must be selfish to take your own life
What about me and the other people that I thought you liked
And now that you’re gone sometimes I wanna do it too
I can’t, I gotta stay here just to spite you
I’ll write you when, damn I’m not like you
We all got demons I wish that you could fight too
You lost the battle and you tossed it in
But you’re up there in the sky and I’m down without a friend
Don’t cry just go to that place
You needed time so I gave you space
I’ll wonder if I’ll ever get to talk to you
I’m doing this for me yo, not for you
Don’t cry just go to that place
You needed time so I gave you space
I’ll wonder if I’ll ever get to talk to you
I’m doing this for me yo, not for you
Don’t cry…