| I made this beat in 5 minutes I just had to let my mind go
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| I guess I’ve just been thinkin bout where all my fuckin time go
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| Now
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| Sittin reminiscing bout them days when I wasn’t worried bout writin songs to
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| get paid
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| I know you’ve helped me in the past god so thank you
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| I really haven’t done a lot recently to repay you
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| Last weekend I cheated again
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| I look up in the mirror I don’t know who I am
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| I ask you why do I neglect the only people that love me
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| Why am I so beautiful but still think that I’m ugly
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| How come I appreciate these little things so much
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| And how come me and all these old friends have lost touch
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| I mean to do the right thing
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| Sometimes I think I’m evil tho
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| Borrowed my friends car didn’t even pay the meter yo
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| And ohhh no
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| I just let another good thing go
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| Gotta inhale
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| Exhale
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| The stress kills me but the sex sells
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| Gotta inhale
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| Exhale
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| Cuz I don’t really know what im doin oh no
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| I had a whole album and I hated it
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| Took me two years to finally just make some shit
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| I used to be signed to a major and shit
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| I still am, and truthfully I hate that shit
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| I guess me and my tendencies are everlasting
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| The past seems so far away and ill never grasp it
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| I’m still tryna hold on to when I was the ball captain
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| Makin friends and smokin weed after all my classes
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| And last week I had this melody but never rapped it
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| Guess I was to busy sittin at a college campus
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| Cuz I don’t go to school I ain’t as smart as you
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| You follow the rules and get a job guess what you’ll die too
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| So I’m just tryna keep the good times goin
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| If I surround myself with people then my minds flowin
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| It’s when I find myself alone that my minds roamin
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| And then I sat and wrote this song like where the fuck I’m goin
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| I honestly quit smokin for a year
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| But some blizzard came and hit and I was just sittin here
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| Had to hit it slow it had me coughin like the swine flu
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| A psychology major couldn’t survive in my mind dude |