Song information On this page you can find the lyrics of the song Don't Want 2 Go Outside, artist - Cam Meekins. Album song The Life of Cam Meekins,, in the genre Рэп и хип-хоп
Date of issue: 16.12.2019
Age restrictions: 18+
Record label: Tunecore
Song language: English
Don't Want 2 Go Outside |
I don’t want to judge you, I just want to love you |
My life feel like a circle, and I thought you was the one too |
Don’t want to go outside today |
I don’t want to go outside today |
Lately I really feel like I’m stuck inside of this mic |
'Cause this life that I have is dark, I can’t find my way to the light |
I’ve been captured by these emotions, can’t struggle, put up a fight |
I go through it, really just coasting, don’t know that I’ll be alright |
Been holding up peoples problems, ain’t focusing on my own |
They wan’t us trapped in the system, don’t wanna see people grow |
My doctor prescribed these pills, does that mean that he ain’t the plug? |
When she fucked me just for the clout, does that mean that it isn’t love? |
People think that the more you get, the more happier you become |
But unless you’re good with yourself, money just gonna buy you drugs |
I’ve been stuck inside of this cycle, sometimes don’t even wake up |
These feeble dreams that I have leave my screaming «I'm not alone!» |
Just know if you going through it, I feel you, 'cause I’ve been there |
No telling if times goes slow, just know that it isn’t fair |
I know people gonna make assumptions, like what you said isn’t real |
But if you felt like how I feel, I feel |
I don’t want to judge you, I just want to love you |
My life feel like a circle, and I thought you was the one too |
Don’t want to go outside today |
I don’t want to go outside today |
I don’t want nothing from you, just lean on me for comfort |
I can’t get out the house, baby, everyday is a struggle |
Don’t want to go outside today |
I don’t want to go outside today |
Sometimes I think this weed that I’m smoking don’t make me better |
I try to write but don’t feel no emotions, just throwing letters together |
I’m growing older, but I’m feeling less |
I’m making more money than ever, but feeling stressed |
I still feel like I got a purpose bigger than myself |
But ain’t nobody gonna push you when you need some help |
I just struggle through my addictions, the chicks, and smoking these spliffs |
I ain’t get that love growing up, so I’m compensating for this |
I read scriptures to help my mom process the things I can’t |
I got family problems, but I don’t really want to rant |
I got a bunch of debt that I ain’t got a plan for paying off |
And I’ve been putting all this work in, I feel like it’s paying off |
But I don’t see results, I got a lot that’s in my mind, can’t even see that far |
Yeah, down a road I keep going |
This all I know, I keep flowing |
This poetry, it’s emotion |
But feel like I’m barely coping |
So God, give me that strength to bring these songs to life |
So if these people feel this way, they know it’s all alright |
I just thank you for what you gave me |
And even the fact you made me |
My homie just had a baby |
Man, life gon' keep being crazy |
I don’t want to judge you, I just want to love you |
My life feel like a circle, and I thought you was the one to |
Don’t want to go outside today |
I don’t want to go outside today |
I don’t want nothing from you, just lean on me for comfort |
I can’t get out the house, baby, everyday is a struggle |
Don’t want to go outside today |
I don’t want to go outside today |