| Being straight edge ain’t easy but it’s fun for the girls
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| They get to watch me tweak out in front of train light rides as I float above
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| the world
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| Eyes glazed lights shine tonight’s fine
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| I feel the pressure in my ear
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| My legs numb so are my problems
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| I feel like running, now I’m staring at the stars
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| I’m flying with the mosquitoes, take my picture I love you
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| My molars still got your taste
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| I found you in a gum box, washed you down with a milkshake
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| I used to hate you but after I got out of the hospital we made up
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| Last week we had an affair our happiness was chemical, tonight’s the break up
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| Goodbye, I won’t miss you much, except for your manikin happiness and dear in
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| the headlight touch
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| When I first met you, you made me sick to my stomach and dizzy
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| Now you just make me talk too much and move me like I have Tourettes
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| Save your regrets they haven’t invented time machines yet
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| Lie to yourself, it’ll make you feel better
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| You know, anything that feels too good can be an addiction
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| Drugs are smooth, love is rough, repetition is friction
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| You weren’t human, I couldn’t kill you with fists, knives, bombs, or pistols
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| You followed me everywhere from Golden to San Francisco
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| You snuck on the airplane and came to all of my shows
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| You used to take away my pain now you just leave me stoned and froze
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| We used to spin around and stare at the lights together
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| I remember you used to brag cause you made me feel better
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| When you convinced a little straight edge skinny kid to take a drag
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| But you’re a swindler, you killed Joplin, Jimmy, and Morrison
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| I heard you even used to be Rush Limbaugh’s friend
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| And I know you’re still mad about last week when I told you, give me back my
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| dignity you fucking thief
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| You happiness was artificial, pot makes you paranoid, you made me feel safe
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| But you’re not taking me nowhere, you’re not doing nothing for me because
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| you’re fake
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| You’re not real, you just liked me cause I liked you
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| Fuck that and fuck you
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| This song’s not about girls
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| And this song’s not about pills
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| This song’s not about drugs
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| This song’s about love
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| This song’s about nothing
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| You read me like a book and then you burned me
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| Only problem I had with that, I was holding the lighter, how concerning
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| I couldn’t see you, you were stuck in my mind so writing was the only way I
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| could fight you
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| So I ran away in the middle of the night and wrote a shit load of sober haiku,
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| cause I could never in my life let my mouth marry a hurt like you
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| We were engaged but watch the fiance die when I finish this page
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| Every time you came around you gave me the chills and made me shiver
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| You weren’t jagged baby, but my doctor told me you were cutting up my liver
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| You were that orchid that I found in the orchard then you told me you were the
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| grasshopper the little boys used to torture
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| Then I saw you as a weed who smelled like mint
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| Then you bloomed and I found out you were a magnolia drunk off your own scent
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| You’re a scavenger, you made my eyes shine like a jackal’s does
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| Let the CIA handcuff me, cry over me all you want, I’ll sit there sober until
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| the shackles rust
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| Cause now days, the only thing I pop is my collar like count Dracula
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| I was the only one that could kill you and that was by not using you
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| Now I’m as cold as a turkey, sorry for abusing you
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| I acted like I loved you, now you think I hate you
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| I don’t, I just don’t need you, sorry for confusing you
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| This song’s not about girls
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| And this song’s not about pills
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| This song’s not about drugs
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| This song’s about love
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| This song’s about nothing |