| He falls asleep wide awake, deep in denial, his eyes start to quake
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| His retinas crack and water comes out, he forgot about tears emotional drought
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| He threw so many people under the bus the bus rolled over
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| By the past he got pulled over
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| He had a double date with destiny but gave her a cold shoulder
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| Like the general who bought fame and sold his soldiers
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| This ain’t bootstrap theory, mom was on section 8 clearly
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| I let the snakes near me cause it keeps the fakes away they fear me
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| Blackmailed by capitalism the boots are off
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| Gun to your head dancing like Astaire or Baryshnikov
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| Life’s a verse hope it doesn’t Enron, off you someone Madoff
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| Each breath is a Ponzi scheme I’m trying to keep death paid off
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| The game doesn’t take a day off, I know what time it is no JR, no playoffs
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| This is final, right side of the piano I’m trying to end on a high note
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| It’s easy to hate, it’s easy to blame, it’s easy to just want wealth and fame
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| If you don’t wake, the result is the same, you’ll lose what you built if your |
| egos not tamed
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| He points his finger and spins in a circle, screaming hate till his tongue
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| turns purple
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| He can’t take the L and fucking own it, he can’t look in the mirror and face
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| his opponent
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| It takes courage to look yourself in the eye, it takes courage to murder your
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| pride
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| If takes courage to forgive yourself, when your ego just wants you to blame
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| everyone else
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| I had to learn to take responsibility, admit defeat and I had to learn to
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| patience
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| I had to learn not to take the bait and be the bigger person in every situation
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| Admit defeat, take responsibility, don’t blame, fuck bullying, fuck homophobia,
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| fuck transphobia
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| Call out racism, punch a nazi, do the right thing, throw a brick at Sals pizza
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| shop
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| Think about why he wants to fight you, drive that drunk person home call them a
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| cab
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| We’re all not perfect, we’re shot through with contradiction
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| No one is perfect, Missy Elliot, forgive, audit your ego, fuck backstabbing
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| Fuck gossip, fuck rumors, be happy with yourself, fuck pride
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| Took my friend to the methadone clinic even though he stole from me |
| No one believes an ego maniac
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| Humility makes the best storyteller |