
Date of issue: 31.03.2015
Age restrictions: 18+
Record label: Psychopathic
Song language: English
Fear |
Visions of my childred wiping tear from open eyes |
As they Kneel baside my coffin family say their last goodbyes |
But ita the faces of my babies got me trippin thankin god for breath |
Expressions filled with pain has got me strappin on the vest |
And I know that I aint living right I hang on borrowed time |
And this life’s gome leave them bastards cause they pops has got to grind |
Little mouths have got to eat so I hug them hit the streets |
Spittin time with them and money got me feelin incomplete |
And I aint scared of any mothafucka fight the flames of hell |
But a child without his dad has got me hiding in my shell |
Got me shikin in my boots to see them face this world alone |
Are the strong enough to cope stuck in half a fuckin home |
As I lay them down to sleep its all on me their soul to keep |
And if I die before I wake I pray to God he’s up there waitin |
With an army full of angels strapped with gats cause |
I’m defying |
Since I first became o father only fear I have is dying |
This situation has got me losting sleep |
I can not eat |
Im feeling weak the fear has got me On my knees |
The fear has got me This situation has got me losting sleep |
I can not eat |
Im feeling weak the fear has got me On my knees |
The fear has got me After all that I have ever done |
And all that you will ever see for life |
Death beyond the grave |
How will they remember me I only fear the lost of my voice |
When its gone |
The only noise is the pen |
Im a writer by choice |
I can cut my tounge clean off |
And smoke myself toothless |
I still be on the mic |
Spittin shit they call ruthless |
The truth is I go deaf dumb and blind in one ear |
And be the dopes deaf dumb blind guy you ever hear |
I aint scared of dyin |
Death I’ve been there |
The pine box for many years |
My return aint bull aint no reincarnation |
Get lost in translation |
This situation has got me losting sleep |
I can not eat |
Im feeling weak the fear has got me On my knees |
The fear has got me This situation has got me losting sleep |
I can not eat |
Im feeling weak the fear has got me On my knees |
The fear has got me Eyes open but I dont remember much |
I try to focus but the light is bright as fuck |
I go to sit up but Im strapped and stuck |
Stuck panic cant say nothin |
Like my jaw is wired shut |
How the fuck did get to where I am is still a mystery |
My memories not assistin me As I lay here in misery |
Literally hopin some body would give me some kind of time |
Im I dead of alive |
Is this a dream or a sign |
Is there a chance I can find my mind and rewind |
But paint me behind blinds and find somethin |
Its like a game but nobody told me we were playin |
And the fact that I dont know if Im alive and sane |
And inside my brain only one thing remains |
The fear of no knowing paralyzes all most everthin |
An second can be my last breath |
And my best guess is nothin with on memories left |
Im sorry |
This situation has got me losting sleep |
I can not eat |
Im feeling weak the fear has got me On my knees |
The fear has got me This situation has got me losting sleep |
I can not eat |
Im feeling weak the fear has got me On my knees |
The fear has got me |
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