| I went to about five funerals this year and I felt so empty that I couldn’t
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| even shed a tear
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| I felt so fucking selfish, all I thought about was me
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| And how I’d love to lay down on my back and just float out to sea
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| How I’m constantly losing my shit while my friends are losing family
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| I had something like a hundred bad days this year
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| And at the end of each one I couldn’t wait to just get out of here
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| If you knew how many times I thought the dead must have it pretty sweet
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| I’d get beat
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| So when I go, please don’t cry, it’s not like I deserve to die
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| But I’ve been burning bridges, man, since day number one
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| And when the pack keeps lapping me and I don’t fit in anywhere and don’t know
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| what to do
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| I wish that they took me instead of you
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| Do you have a good time, do you do what you want? |
| (Or do you do what people
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| want from you?)
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| When you hit a certain age, does everybody stop having fun? |
| (I seem to think
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| it’s true)
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| Is exuberance a deterrent for which we pay a fee, is a quiet nod the only way,
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| can’t we loudly disagree?
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| It seems like these things, they work out for everybody, everyone but me
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| So when I go, please don’t cry, it’s not like I deserve to die
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| But baby, we ain’t born to mourn and there’s no hope in mope
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| And when the pack keeps lapping me and I don’t fit in anywhere and don’t know
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| what to do
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| I wish that they took me instead of you
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| Don’t treat it like a race, there’s no winner at the finish line
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| Just treat it like a bar 'cause we all gotta leave sometime
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| We can’t fight the future, why do we even care?
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| We won’t always have the luxury of sun-kissed summer air
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| We won’t fight the future, we don’t really care
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| We won’t fight the future, we don’t really care
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| We won’t fight the future, we don’t really care
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| So for the worst I’ll always stay, for the worst I’ll always stay prepared
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| I went to about five, it went funeral, funeral, funeral, funeral, funeral
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| I went to about five, it went funeral, funeral, funeral, funeral, funeral
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| I went to about five, it went funeral, funeral, funeral, funeral, funeral
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| I went to about five, it went funeral, funeral, funeral, funeral, funeral
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| I went to about five funerals this year |