Lyrics I Hope Ur Happy - Astrus*

I Hope Ur Happy

Ruined good girls tryna find myself
Maybe I really just need some help
Loverboy really ain’t been the same
Focused on gwaup and getting some brain
I’m lyin' if I say I ain’t change
If you don’t change then you’ll stay the same
I don’t wanna wear these clothes forever
I don’t wanna fuck these hoes forever
Had to get it, I got it on my own
They was talkin' shit now I’m a rollin' stone
Had to leave you and focus on me
It’s my fault girl I’m sorry
I didn’t mean to make you cry
I didn’t mean to waste your time
I didn’t mean to lead you on
I’m turning to the people that did me wrong
Like damn, what’s wrong me?
People think I’m rude but it’s honesty
Lookin' at me like they need some credit
Life’s a movie with no edits
Sometimes I wish I could go back
Change some things and make it all last
Stop myself from losing my mind
Stop myself from hurting someone so kind 'cause
You’re gone now but I hope that you’re happy
How am I doing?
Please don’t try and ask me
I can’t tell y’all 'cause I don’t trust nobody
I need somebody not just anybody
You’re gone now but I hope that you’re happy
How am I doing?
Please don’t try and ask me
I can’t tell y’all 'cause I don’t trust nobody
I need somebody not just anybody
Don’t touch me
Don’t fuck with me
Don’t talk to me
Don’t walk with me
Don’t love me, see it never worked
I say goodbye so it won’t hurt
Struggles in my everyday life
But can I be the best of all time
All my friends walked out on me
So goodbye 'cause they doubted me
Doctor told me I needa eat
Mom told me I needa sleep
Babe told me I needa leave
And life told me I needa breath
All these thoughts of suicide
Are not good for all these minds
My energy goes to you
So I told her that I love you
Walks so proud with the slits on her wrist
Gloss on her skin from the devils lips
Fire and pain glowing in her eyes
And sweet kisses in all her lies
Has these thoughts of blacking out
From all the pills they handing out
She can’t wait to get that feel
What happens when she knows it’s all real 'cause
You’re gone now but I hope that you’re happy
How am I doing?
Please don’t try and ask me
I can’t tell y’all 'cause I don’t trust nobody
I need somebody not just anybody
You’re gone now but I hope that you’re happy
How am I doing?
Please don’t try and ask me
I can’t tell y’all 'cause I don’t trust nobody
I need somebody not just anybody