Lyrics Running Out of Time - Astrus*

Running Out of Time

Somebody tell me tell me if I’m worth it
Tell me if I’m something even tho I am not perfect
Tell me I’m worth living even tho sometimes I hate it
And tell me to keep fighting even tho I can not take it
Cause lately I been trapped trapped up in all my thoughts
And lately I been loosing myself to these thots
I been wasting my time n giving all my energy
And I know all of these things are killing n not bettering me
Don’t know what I’m doing but I know what I’m pursuing
They tell me to get healing but I get it through this music
They tell me to go talk but I can’t even talk to my family
I tried to talk to my friends but they’re tired and say I’m damaging
No one understands me I need to find someone
Cause lately I been leaning on alcohol and these drugs yeah
I’m tired of feeling like this
I need someone just like me
I’m tired of feeling like this
I need someone just like me
Someone give me a sign
Don’t know if I’m doing
I need this in my life
Cause I’ve been running out of time
Someone give me a sign
Don’t know if I’m doing
I need this in my life
Cause I’ve been running out of time
Someone give me a sign
Don’t know if I’m doing
I need this in my life
Cause I’ve been running out of time
Running from my demons but it just might be to late
I gotta kill them off cause I don’t have time to wait
Giving them my time
And I’m giving them my love
But I don’t know what’s worse cause none of that’s enough
They all just want me drained been drowning in all my pain
Getting so attached but I know that you won’t stay
But I guess it’s my fault cause I been giving it my all
Even if they hurt me I’ll be back when I fall
But during this process I lost myself in the works
Anxiety and depression are always on alert
Whole body shaking
Heart always aching
Might just lose myself cause I really can not take it
Thoughts of suicide keep going in thru my mind
Loosing all this hope when they all just waste my time
Maybe I should eat more
And maybe I should sleep
Or maybe I should stop keeping these sad songs on repeat
Killing my liver with all of these freaking drinks
Killing my mind with everything that I think
And she’s killing my soul the way that she looks at me
Even when I’m inside you everything feels empty
This is for all the ones who only have themselves
This is for the people who are afraid to ask for help
This is for the ones who are trapped in their mind
And this is for the ones who feel pressured with the time
All of the ones who’ve been mistreated or harassed
The ones chasing things that they never had
Cause if your any of that then your just like me
So now I can feel a little less lonely
No one understands me I need to find someone
Cause lately I been leaning on alcohol and these drugs yeah
I’m tired of feeling like this
I need someone just like me
I’m tired of feeling like this
I need someone just like me