Translation of the song lyrics Ctrl+Z - Apati

Ctrl+Z (original)

— Är Du Glad?
— Glad?
Vad är det för fråga?
— Man vill vara glad, vill man inte det?
— Glada människor som inte vet bättre
Inombords frös min själ till is och jag hatade den tiden
Jag föraktade till och med solen för jag visste att jag aldrig skulle få leka i
dess varma sken
Jag frös av hat när
Jag hörde de andra barnen
Skratta och leka på gatorna utanför
Döden var att föredra framför mina
Utsikter att uppleva någon sorts lycka
I det ögonblicket, hatade jag gud
Mer än någonting annat i universum
Hade gud fått veta om hur hårt
Jag hade fått kämpa
Och bara stått vid sidan om och tittat
På hur situationen hela tiden förändrats
Inombords förvandlade jag guds namn
Och önskade att jag aldrig blivit
«Maybe I should have killed four, five hundred people.
Then I would have felt
better.
Then I would have felt like I really offered society something.»
«Måtte djävulen ta alla fruntimmer!»
«There is no real me: only an entity, something illusory.
And though I can hide
my cold gaze, and you can shake my hand and feel flesh gripping yours and maybe
you can even sense our lifestyles are probably comparable…
I simply am not there.»

Ctrl+Z (translation)

- Are you happy?
- Happy?
What kind of question is that?
- You want to be happy, do not you want it?
- Happy people who do not know better
Inside, my soul froze to ice and I hated that time
I even despised the sun because I knew I would never play in it
its warm glow
I froze with hatred when
I heard the other children
Laugh and play on the streets outside
Death was preferable to mine
Prospects to experience some kind of happiness
At that moment, I hated God
More than anything else in the universe
Had God been told how hard
I had to fight
And just stood by and watched
On how the situation has constantly changed
Inside, I changed the name of God
And wished I never became
«Maybe I should have killed four, five hundred people.
Then I would have felt
better.
Then I would have felt like I really offered society something. »
"May the devil take all the ladies' time!"
«There is no real me: only an entity, something illusory.
And though I can hide
my cold gaze, and you can shake my hand and feel flesh gripping yours and maybe
you can even sense our lifestyles are probably comparable…
I simply am not there. »