| Hey man you alright?
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| No
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| I seen how your ol girl was coming down on you
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| Yeah
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| What happened? |
| Your pops found out you lost that job and shit
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| Mmm-hmmm
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| Well don’t worry homey, man parent be like that sometimes, it’s like they mad
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| at you because they get old. |
| Just don’t go all crazy on me, talking about you
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| going to kill yourself again, alright
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| Yes, in my mind I want to do it but when I pursue it I can’t seem to go through
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| it
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| So I’m going to write a song just so you can feel everything I feel when I’m in
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| the mood to kill myself
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| I can’t control it, these thoughts of suicide, I’m always dealing with
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| And I know I’m not alone when it comes to this, cause everyday it’s like the
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| whole world pissed
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| So fuck your attitude and keep your bad mood cause I got one too
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| And I don’t give a shit who you rolling with bring your whole damn crew
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| We’ll call it suicide when you messin with a killa someone’s bound to die
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| And it won’t be me cause only one’s claimin my life is g-o-d
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| You ever thought of suicide, you ever thought of suicide, you ever thought of
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| suicide
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| Glad you didn’t do it, if you did you wouldn’t be here now
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| Are you easily influenced
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| Does your parents always say that your friends are the reason that you ruint
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| Do you have hate for your boss, to where you wanna catch him alone and pop one
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| off
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| Or is it mental health, where the only problem that you have is with yourself
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| Can someone please explain why it feels so good to cause so much pain
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| With all these thoughts we have, yep it’s easy to say to just relax
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| But when you that fed up, only thing in your mind is how deep to cut
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| Because you hate your life and you really don’t care
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| And things would be better if you just weren’t here
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| So now you ready to go end it all
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| Instead of thinking of the ones you won’t see tomorrow
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| It’s nothing nice, got the thoughts steadily running through my head
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| I close my eyes and try to picture if I’m better off dead
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| It sucks to me, the one and only as I sit here by my lonely
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| Separated from the world cause the world is so phony
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| Hear my cries, tell me why when you do it tell them lies
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| You wear a disguise I can see it in your motherfuckin eyes
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| It’s suicide, last ride if you wanna get inside
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| Shotgun it’s your boy and I’m ready to die
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| I’m sure everyone has their own theories
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| But I’m a firm believer that if you take you own life
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| Your soul is trapped* |
Song information On this page you can read the lyrics of the song Thoughts of Suicide , by - Anybody Killa. Song from the album Mudface, in the genre Рэп и хип-хоп