| I am not the same
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| Vacant stares across an empty room
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| Hollow distances between me and you
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| I watched as the moonlight dances across the fractures in her pale skin
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| While I slowly decay in the silence
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| Bend and break me into someone I never wanted to be
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| Mould me and shape me, take what you need
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| Take a piece of me each time you leave, until there’s nothing left
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| And I can’t fight back
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| We’re not done here I told you that things would be fine
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| But I lied, I’ve grown to love the pain
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| A lot has changed this past year, but that’s okay
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| These things don’t ever stay the same anyway
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| It’s slowly sinking in so I’ll shed my fucking skin
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| I’ll shed my skin again
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| The truth was right in front of me
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| Pushing and pulling there’s no end in sight for me
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| Now let me tell you that I’ve lost friends, I’ve lost family
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| I lost myself along the way if I ever had my time again I’d have have never
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| stayed
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| Pick up the remnants of my shattered mental state
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| A lot has changed this past year, but that’s okay
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| These things don’t ever stay the same anyway
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| It’s slowly sinking in so I’ll shed my fucking skin
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| I’ll shed my skin again
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| Wither away, I’ve never felt so alone
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| Why could I not see it, it’s not my home anymore |