| I’ve been feeling so hollow since you left
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| Its not the same without you here, miss every moment I spent in bliss
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| I fucked it all up, I let you down and now I’m all alone please come back!
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| Everything has fallen apart, curse my cold and empty heart wish we could go
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| back to the start when we were a family
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| I’m so sorry for the way things turned out, I never meant to hurt the ones that
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| I love
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| And now I’m just fighting to survive on my fucking own why can’t I find a way
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| to make this right again
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| I’m fighting to make sense of all of this
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| What more can I say, I realize I’m a fucking burden, I lost my cool you
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| couldn’t even get a word in
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| I am a shell of who I used to be
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| Give me back the life I had I’d trade it all for you
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| I haven’t slept, my mind it keeps me up at night I’m struggling with the fact
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| that your gone
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| I’ve got to find a way to get you back
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| Caught in an endless cycle, abusing substance when lifes too hard to handle
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| I’ve been afraid of change, my mind has been made, I’m a sick motherfucker,
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| its best just to stay away
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| Tell me! |
| How can I see light when this darkness persists?
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| It’s consuming my life
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| Expectations have never been so high, oh god I feel like my time here is up
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| Backtracking my thoughts to a place where I felt wanted
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| Sitting in silence, left to dwell in my own fucking mind
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| Its becoming apparent, this ever present malevolence has got me looking to
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| heaven despite
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| The fact that I’m barely fucking alive |