| I lost my daddy at 14, I lost Trell at 12, life in jail
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| Ain’t it funny how the money makes you seperate the real and fake?
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| I started off small time victim of the game, a monte carlo to a bentley and a
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| diamond ring
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| I got fame but mayne my whole world changed
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| Some niggas left me in the rain, my girls changed, they changed on me!
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| I thought I got lucky, 200 G’s took my grandmother from me
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| I hit my knees (Why lord?!) I tried syrup I tried weed I couldn’t cope nigga
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| Head down crying tears at the hospital
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| A broken home, tried to get my hustle on nigga killed Lil Ivy my soul gone
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| I bought my mama a house she cried instantly, all that shinin got my niggas in
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| penitentary!
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| I can clearly see the sunshine, but I’m steady walking through the rain!
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| Still got hatred in the city after all that we done did all the toy give always
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| school clothes and things
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| Even for Easter givin the kids bikes and for that they ain’t cryin up in
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| Carroltyn now that ain’t right
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| We still smile though cause of the sunshine, wonder what I’ll do if I could
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| press rewind
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| I done seen a lot half both sides of the field, the best of both worlds and
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| yeah I’m for real
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| Mama got 7 kids with pops I stand alone
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| I’m walking through the rain but still I move on, I just started so right now
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| I’m far from done
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| I keep moving on until I see the full sun
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| Patiently waiting but the best is still yet to come, I guess things happen for
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| a reason when its said & done
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| Say Lil B keep your head up just take it serious bra keep your faith in God
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| cause he’s the one who lay at us
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| Diabetes steady eating my insides fucking my vision up I swear to God I feel
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| like giving up
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| Some times I’m laughin with my money machine, but they trying to put me on
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| dialysis machine
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| I-v's in my arms, I know I’m doing wrong no insurance back to Early can’t long
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| Being a daddy only thing that make me happy, I’m tired of getting sick same
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| thing for young savage
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| I try to do right and help my community police still kicking at my door Dirty
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| motherfuckers
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| You probably think I got the world at my hands, but really dog I got the world
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| on my shoulders!
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| When I look at your son I see your face homie (Lil Ivy) everybody pray for me
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| cause they hating on me
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| Wish I could take it all back sometimes, truth is I don’t even like to rap
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| sometimes |