| I come from nothing
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| Immigrant refugee
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| The foreigners, the lesser me
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| A soviet, I’m all of it, the government I grew up in couldn’t get the best of me
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| We left before the fall of it, it’s called communism by the way
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| So I appreciate this parliament
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| And by the day we made it to America my parents marriage was hanging on by a
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| thread, from
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| Past hurts and infidelities, in the 6 months it took to cross the globe,
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| their marriage was dead
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| My dad went out the picture
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| I got to see my mom struggle on welfare and coming out of abusive relationship
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| after abusive relationship
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| See she was a hopeless romantic and couldn’t stand to be alone
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| Plus a full gamut of other emotional damage done to her so she did her best and
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| sacrificed to raise me right, and figured it out
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| Got a job, left her relationship and became an even bigger superhero in my sight
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| See in my life I didn’t have a ton of advantages
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| English was not my first language
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| Skipped a few meals but never famished
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| We were in poverty but without anguish
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| And to be honest I didn’t even know we were broke
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| So we finally moved closer to the 'burbs and some rich kids cracked jokes
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| 'Cuz I was raised mainly around black folk
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| So I never knew that my speech sounded ghetto
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| Huh
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| Needless to say I didn’t fit in
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| Didn’t know how to read, in freshmen year I finally begin
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| Pops wasn’t in the picture so I had to pretend like I knew how to be a man
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| And the work ethic I have came from sports but my mom forced me to get a job at
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| 15 as a last resort so I have to report every penny to her and save for my own
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| car
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| 'Cuz that’s just something she just couldn’t afford
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| A C+ student, I’m not stupid but I just wasn’t motivated to do it
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| Went to college 'cause that’s what you do with
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| grants and fee were main truancy
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| They didn’t take attendance but I remained that class, clown, smart aleck
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| nuisance, I
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| Say all that to say my life wasn’t perfect but the struggle was worth it
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| I had to work my tail off in and outside of any class room, I was never that
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| type of person, but I learned that I could never afford to stop learning
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| I could never afford to stop working, I’ve made every dumb decision there is to
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| make
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| Racked up all kinds of debt
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| And I wish would’ve knew then I know now
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| But I don’t have any regret
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| Under the Southern California sun pretty close to paradise, my
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| New life after life has finally just begun |