| I’ll start it off by saying I’m not one for the complaining
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| You wouldn’t know it from my writing
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| You wouldn’t know it from my songs
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| But I am different, I am free
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| I am what you need
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| But oh my god, I miss you more than I thought was possible
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| I understood the obstacles but you could have tried more
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| Because sometimes it seems, I need a mom more than I need to eat
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| So I didn’t eat and I didn’t sleep, I’d go all day without a bite
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| And that’s not my fault
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| And I’ll admit sometimes my chest gets so tight that I throw fits
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| You said you’d always be there, where are you through all of this?
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| Because this is hard, this is way harder than I thought
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| I’m so concerned about the ending that I don’t even know the plot
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| Except for I am different, I am free
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| I am what you need
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| So you think of all the things that make you sad
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| And don’t include them in your better half
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| Because I’m not like you
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| I don’t find happiness in a meaningless existence
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| I don’t know what I’m going to do
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| But I am different, I am free
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| I am what you need
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| And yeah, I believe that there’s a god
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| I believe that there is something out there other than my thoughts
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| I believe it was never science against religion
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| It wasn’t poor against wealth
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| It was always me against myself
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| And I’m so scared who’s going to win
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| Because I wake up feeling so shitty
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| It’s been so long since you’ve been with me
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| I don’t know where this old body’s going to go
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| Or my soul
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| But I know I am different, I am free
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| I am what you need |