Lyrics Lost Visual - 156/Silence

Lost Visual

You’ll never say my name in solacement
It’s all paranoia infested in my brain.
I wish I could reject this interior pain
I brace, I crawl.
I pace, I fall
It’s all I won’t ever fail at.
I’ve never been worse off
I race my clocks.
I chase my thoughts with all of this lovely poison
I’ll never get enough
Fucked up all of this life.
I just repeat with no sense of direction
Fucked up, I won’t deny.
I plea for calmness.
I plea for composure
It’s always floating up above my head.
I pick the pieces up to throw them away
It festers onward with the pressuring
I feel the thunder underneath my skin
Please don’t look now.
I’m servile to ghosts around me
I feel like a prisoner.
I profess my disgust with those around me
I’ll never believe in anyone but myself.
I press my luck with every decision
I can’t stand this for much longer than I should
I could break away from all of this and (free from) what?
Hell
Constantly crashing on my head
Confusing all of this again
What is happening?
I have only my grief
You’ll never say my name in solacement