Lyrics God's Departure - 156/Silence

God's Departure

I guess apathy has won.
I left a blemish on my head from pushing a gun
The lowness never leaves.
Let me be in my bullshit
I just want to leave.
I don’t fucking enjoy this life
Lost the count of qualms that I hold from my friends
I don’t want to call.
I don’t want to concern them
I know that I’m wrong.
I don’t fucking deserve them
Agony, agony follow me
Look at my indiscretions
Pull apart the pieces that resemble my peace with all of that has gone.
All my love has aborted
I know that I’m flawed.
I won’t ever be perfect
God ignored him.
I wish for death ‘cause I feel like a burden
Every time my mind is left alone I desert it
I pray to God but I mustn’t be important enough
God has gone
Isolating me, I succumb
I see everything falling apart as abysmal distortions.
Forcing empathy as we
must
Confessing my grief, nothing helps
Isolating me, I succumb
I see everything falling apart as abysmal distortions
Forcing empathy as we must.
Confessing my grief, nothing helps
Isolating me, I succumb