| Is it reality or just a fable
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| The most powerful lyricists in the world was on a low budget label
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| Even if I don’t clear a million I just want to be living well
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| Not saying that heaven is promised to me but I don’t want to believe in hell
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| Feeling on coming also cause problems worry me
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| If it ain’t the stress somebody’s always trying to bury me
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| So thinking I’m undercovers and the dope they try to deal me
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| Jealousy and envy make my niggas want to kill me
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| Everybody want to pick up a gun and bust thinking artillery fin to be
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| Drilling me nigga
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| But I' sick of this pistol play bumping ain’t no more killng me nigga
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| Cause I’m a soldier, trying to keep his mind at ease
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| And if I squeeze then we all bleed
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| Feel a nigga worldwide, not just in Texas
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| I think I’m bout to lose my mind, aggravated and restless
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| I don’t want to die
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| Look at how they made me, judicial systems raised me
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| The drama that they give me never ceases to amaze me
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| They tell me that my mind’s gone, coming up is what my mind’s on
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| I guess there’s nothing left to do but get my grind on
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| Thinking about my family but knowing they neglect me
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| I’m not gonna give up, I’m gonna make my family respect me
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| I’m talking to my father now, daddy I’m a grown up
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| Depending on you is falsified because you haven’t shown up
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| Caught up in these streets I’m taking penitentiary chances
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| I done forgived and I done forget plus I’m not giving you anymore chances
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| Quick to run out of the house for nothing now your son is feeling anger
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| Remember the times you couldn’t come around because your life has been in danger
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| I’m a leader to follow is not my destiny
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| But I guess it was written for me to fall victim to jealousy
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| It’s killing me to stay alive, but there ain’t no use in me crying
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| No matter what I guess it’s what is right, on southside
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| Whoever would of thought that I would be this fam-ous
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| Put in work until it hurt but keep pretending it’s pain it’s
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| Affiliated with killers when we fight us to the death
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| Picture your partner cocked and aim and headed straight for your chest
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| It’s hard to focus cause my homies keep on killing eachother
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| Everybody stressing cause ain’t nobody feeling eachother
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| I often conversate with god but who’s to say if he’s listening
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| Even though I died as a sinner but resurrected as a christian
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| At 11 years old I was told that most friends turn to foes
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| From velicos to calicoes it helps when our battle folds
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| If it ain’t true, if it ain’t crew, it’s a mexican deed
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| I’ma catch an attitude instntly bitch you plexing with me
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| And ain’t no begging for mercy because you shot my nigga
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| And I swear to god everywhere you go it’s gone be hot my nigga
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| And maybe god can forgive you but see the streets seeing different
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| They want you dead you might not make it to prison, bitch
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| (Z-Ro talking)
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| Ha ha, new millenium music, shouts out
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| Dirty D, Anonymous, Heavy Rotation
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| My nigga Pop Belly I love you boy |