| I don’t know why my life ain’t stable, so many up’s and down’s
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| It make a nigga dizzy, trying to keep his feet on the ground
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| Feeling this pain daily, too many times a day
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| Just wanna live, not necessarily shine today
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| Losing my mind today, I can’t keep the tears from dripping
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| Thankful for Eugene my nigga, for residency flipping
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| Ran a car into my own shit, shouldn’t I be glad
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| To be like Joe, but have to lose everything 'fore I get it back
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| I get free game, I stacks my cars my clothes
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| But my mama will never scratch my back, before I go to sleep no more
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| I’m feeling crazy, just can’t find the slack, but fuck
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| I can’t move I know I’m not sleeping, I’m woke the devil’s riding my back
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| I try to shake him, but he on me
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| Therefor my attitude is rude, fuck friends leaving me for lonely
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| Sometimes I feel like the high, is my only companion
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| So I stay running the drugs, looking for understanding
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| I don’t really wanna die, just need a change of scenery
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| It don’t matter where I go, long as I’m blazing greenery
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| Blowing my wig back, trying to deal with stress
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| So I don’t go crazy, and bandon me from people to rest
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| I don’t really wanna go, that’s why I ask Lord bless my soul
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| Had to stop hanging with hoes, even some my kin folk
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| It’s bad for my brain, bad for my blood, bad for my people
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| That I wanted to show love, see cause love’s been lost
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| That’s why I blaze up greenery, and charge it to the cost
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| Baby I feel your pain, like when the tears come down like rain drops
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| And it don’t stop, motherfuckers keep pulling the same spot
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| Trying to make you let loose, until you drop
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| Them off the scenery, doing something crazy
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| Wouldn’t have to go through this shit, ain’t that was another place to be
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| That’s why I ride behind you a hundred percent, my nigga it’s Cl’Che
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| I smoke with you ride with you, make sure you make it through the day
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| Too much hate make a chick wanna vacate, off the scene
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| Get a lil stash live out your dream ha, feel what I mean
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| Relieves the stress, remember you blessed smoke on
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| Live on and move on my nigga, I’m in your zone
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| Seems like I was looking for love, in the wrong place
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| Attempting to put a smile, on a long face
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| I couldn’t beat it, the D.A. |
| had a strong case
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| So I might ready to burst this, for a long stay
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| Back at the block after 2 and a half, thinking my partnas got shit to show me
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| But they bout they paper capping, acting like they don’t know me
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| Thangs done changed, I see I’m out here on my own
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| Got fronted a couple of packs, and glad I’m all night long
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| But fellas started to get jealous, cause I grinded so much
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| I wouldn’t of knew he had a beam, if he didn’t shine it so much
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| So when he came walking up on me, I just capped and let it go
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| See I’m nervous by nature, that means I’m dumping on you hoes
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| There was people looking for me, plus I’m ducking the vice
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| On top of that, my people treat me like a thief in the night
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| Sometimes I feel like my high, is my only companion
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| So I stay running the drugs, looking for understanding
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| (*singing*) |