| What if I told you that I’m exhausted
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| What if I told you that I’m beyond tired
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| What if I told you that I’m so done trying, wishing my life had a button so I
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| could rewind
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| What if I told you I’m not as strong as you think I am
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| I just wanna go far away, somewhere that I don’t know where I am
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| But I don’t want this life anymore, gotta be careful for what I’m asking for
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| This life that I prayed for, this life that I begged
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| Every step that I took led me closer to the edge
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| I am not mentally stable, I am not physically able
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| I don’t want this life anymore (I don’t want this life anymore)
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| I don’t want this life anymore (I don’t want this life anymore)
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| Everyday back-to-back my momma back drinking, everyday just get worse I’m
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| thinking about checking her into rehab
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| Momma I need help to, I need to see a specialist
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| I done tried everything, nothing seems to be helping me
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| I’m so sick of people judging me off what I ain’t got
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| Falling out with all my home boys because they ain’t got what I got
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| All this weird real fake vibing, I ain’t really got nobody
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| Holding my problems, my pain silent, should I walk away from mistakes
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| Never been scared but right now I feel afraid
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| Everybody say they love me, got me feeling like afraid
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| Hey everybody, I don’t want to be famous
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| Been thinking about retiring from music
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| But I don’t want this life anymore, gotta be careful for what I’m asking for
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| This life that I prayed for, this life that I begged
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| Every step that I took led me closer to the edge
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| I am not mentally stable, I am not physically able
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| I don’t want this life anymore (I don’t want this life anymore)
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| I don’t want this life anymore (I don’t want this life anymore)
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| And fuck the industry, all these rap niggas fake
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| I don’t even wanna show nobody in my space
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| All this shit we did would bring me way more problems
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| Me being broke, money the only thing that solves it
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| Only thing that keep me going is that I won’t let down my fame
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| I been way closer to my family and friends
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| Antisocial, being hurt, it kept me distant
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| I was trying to find my soul, I don’t know but it’s been missing
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| With this life, this shit just came with more hatred
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| They say I’m a star, so tell me why I feel basic
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| Don’t know where you are, I just need someone to save me
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| They blame me for tragedy, me and my niggas fighting cases
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| But I don’t want this life anymore, gotta be careful for what I’m asking for
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| This life that I prayed for, this life that I begged
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| Every step that I took led me closer to the edge
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| I am not mentally stable, I am not physically able
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| I don’t want this life anymore (I don’t want this life anymore)
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| I don’t want this life anymore (I don’t want this life anymore) |