Lyrics In a War - Y'akoto

In a War

Said I’m used to being alone
I don’t give a damn
I can handle my own
Walking home with the moon
I’m feeling orange and blue
Where my hands are cold
It is clear that I’m paranoid
Can’t admit I lost what I avoid
I didn’t even notice him until he came to me
Stood in front of me
And then he raised his hands
Took off his glance of fear
And he jumped the fence
And made it loud and clear
That I’m in a war, in a war with myself
I knew that he was dangerous
So I treated him like everyone else
But the guns had dropped there
Magic enough
What a shame
My thoughts
Was blocking me
Was shocking me
Was provoking me
I couldn’t even hide no more
I had to be what it had to be
I’m in a war
I’m in a war, fighting with myself
I’m in a war that I’m fighting with myself
No, no, no…