Lyrics self - Xona

self

Tell me why I feel this way?
Everything I ever wanted doesn’t stay
And I’m not talking 'cause I always feel afraid
You know me better, but you push me at astray
But you make me want to kill myself
All this guilt, maybe we can never fix in what we built, oh
Catch my tongue under bad weather
Just tell me everything is wrong
Tell me why I feel this way?
Everything I ever wanted doesn’t stay
And I’m not talking 'cause I always feel afraid
You know me better, but you push me at astray
But you make me want to kill myslf
All this guilt, maybe we can nevr fix in what we built, oh
Catch my tongue under bad weather
Just tell me everything is wrong
Tell me why I feel this way
'Cause I ain’t nothing to you, baby, I’m just your fuckin' astray
Yeah, you make me wanna kill myself every day
Won’t you leave me here and broken, I ain’t nothing but a play
'Cause I ain’t nothing but your damage, I don’t wanna be
Nothing but a false creation, I’m just ripping at the seams
Yeah, you make me wanna die now, I don’t want your plea
But there’s a bullet in my head, baby, I guess that’s it for me
But I don’t want your freedom, don’t think I even need 'em
Had to wash away the sins of the stories of a leader
Just leave me here and broken no my heart is not a token
If I killed myself today, would you leave your heart right open?
So tell me why, tell me why, why, why, why, why?
Would you cry?
Would you even stay here for the night?
So tell me why, tell me why, why, why, why, why?
If I would try, would you even go to look me in my eyes?