Lyrics Aesthetic - Xilo

Aesthetic

Tearing out
Tearing out pieces
Of me, to replace the broken pieces of you
Tearing out
Tearing out pieces
Of me, to replace the broken pieces of you
I’m fucking broken
They seen me empty
Glasses turn to bottles, in my head I’m feeling dizzy
But you never fucking listen, gotta jump to your conclusions
I been heading in directions, where I end up getting bruises
That’s what the truth is
I take the blame
Always getting jaded back around they’re all the same
Never wanna hear me
I been beaten from the start
I got money, I got pills
And I got a broken heart
Fuck the love
I’m needing trust
A kiss could make me stonger but it’s fixing no one’s heart
I don’t need you closer
I just need a will to start
Numbing through prescriptions, insolations where I part
So I’m back onto my track and where my head is going mad
Got a 30m of everything, a pill to make me sad
I’ve seen it all before and I’m reminiscing back
Had to take a quick vacation just to let the feelings pass
I’m aesthetic
And now I get it
Depression had me fucked up
Gotta put it in collection
But no wonder why I’m messed up
Living past and not the present
Gotta count it on my wrist just to catch up here’s a present
Gotta love me, or probably not
You never fucking seen me
In the past those feelings caught
Gotta shut me down
Put me down on 7th block
Back into the prison where’d i’d end up getting shot
Tearing out
Tearing out pieces
Of me, to replace the broken pieces of you
Tearing out
Tearing out pieces
Of me, to replace the broken pieces of you
I’m fucking broken
They seen me empty
Glasses turn to bottles, in my head I’m feeling dizzy
But you never fucking listen, gotta jump to your conclusions
I been heading in directions, where I end up getting bruises
That’s what the truth is
I take the blame
Always getting jaded back around they’re all the same
Never wanna hear me
I been beaten from the start
I got money, I got pills
And I got a broken heart, yeah