Song information On this page you can read the lyrics of the song Searching , by - Xan Griffin. Release date: 27.10.2019
Age restrictions: 18+
Song language: English
Searching |
| Feels like my whole life’s in a disarray |
| I say I’m alright but honestly, I’m not okay |
| What happened to the head I had on my shoulders |
| I guess this is what happens when you’re getting older |
| At 17 I thought I had it all figured out |
| Doing music is the only thing I dreamed about |
| But all the passion I had it seemed to leave me |
| Feels like my soul departed from my body |
| So now I fill that void with sex and drugs |
| Psychedelic fucking and smokin' on nugs |
| Thinking that it’s gonna reignite that Fire |
| Burning desire, I’m lost and now I’m |
| Searching for, for the answers |
| I can’t cope, with this cancer |
| Lost no hope |
| Maybe I should end it all |
| I know what I have is a blessin' |
| If I’m being grateful why the fuck am I stressin' |
| Maybe it’s the universe tryna teach me a lesson |
| That things get harder once you graduate adolescence |
| This shit is taking a toll on my personal life |
| Making me bitter towards my girl and family I — |
| Never knew what depression would ever feel like |
| Until I lost my drive |
| I’m soundin' like a motherfucking drama queen |
| Just want you to know how much this means to me |
| Music’s my oxygen and I cannot breathe |
| Looking for inspiration so now I’m |
| Searching for, for the answers |
| I can’t cope, with this cancer |
| Lost no hope |
| Maybe I should end it all |