| If I gotta burn in fire
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| Feel the flames
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| For my loved ones to excel in this game
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| Then let it burn
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| Let it burn
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| As I lay me down to sleep
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| I pray to the Lord that my soul he keeps
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| Nobody weeps when a G dies
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| But like Maya Angelou still we rise
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| Mama tried to keep me home at night
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| But despite her attempts
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| I hung with the macks and the pimps
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| Sidin' with the Rip’s
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| Not cuz I like blue if you like red
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| I did it cuz I never did like you
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| And it said the good die young
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| I don’t recognize myself what have I become?
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| Can you tell me why am I headed for a dead end?
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| Why I got another dead friend?
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| Why they surround me- dead men?
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| Everywhere I look right and left
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| Flip another page in the book of life and death
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| It’s comin'- I feel it breathin' down my back
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| It got me runnin' Grim Reap ain’t cuttin' no slack
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| What can I do where can I go
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| Lord forgive me for all I did cuz I didn’t know
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| And when my heart beats it’s last tick
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| Somebody sat these three words in my casket:
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| Lord have mercy
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| Lord forgive me for all the wrong that I did |
| All of the pain that I inflicted as a kid
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| On Judgement Day consider this before you curse me
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| I was only a child so Lord have mercy
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| Forgive me for all the wrong that I’ve done
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| All of the pain I inflicted when I was young
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| On Judgement Day consider this before you curse me
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| I was only a child so Lord have mercy
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| Should I die before I wake
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| Don’t shed a tear Mama cuz I finally escaped
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| No more drama no more blood sweat and tears
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| No more pressure from my peers
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| And no more fears
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| I rest in peace- how long will it last
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| Fore I have to answer for what I did in the past
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| Illin' - willin' and dealin' cops always after me
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| I call it survival and you call it misanthropy
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| But let the record reflect circumstances were suspect
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| But you couldn’t care less- mann
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| While I struggle to survive
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| You turned your eyes- plugged your up ears
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| Ignored my cries
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| Now Ms. America sayin' we scarin' her
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| But she can give me Liberty or Death- I’m darin' her
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| Either one’ll set me free- that’s all I wanna be
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| But that ain’t what y’all wanna see |
| You’d rather see me killin' up my own in the ghetto
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| Or sellin' blow to anybody Black, Brown, or Yellow
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| But forget that- I’m tryin' to get my head right
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| Even if it mean I gotta get dead tonight
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| Lord have mercy forgive me
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| Forgive me for the blood that his body bled
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| And all the tears that his Mommy shed
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| Book says 'Thou Shalt Not Kill'
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| But I done seen more blood spilled
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| Than the vets on Hamburger Hill- it’s real
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| Post War Syndrome- went to see my homie
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| But his Mama told me that the homie been gone
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| Everytime I turn around it be another body on the ground
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| With fresh gunshot wounds but he didn’t hear a sound
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| When he came out the room
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| Nobody told him he would be dead so soon
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| But the gauge went boom Ms. America
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| I know you got a cure for AIDS
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| But we need a cure for Raid who on a rampage
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| Can you feel it- the tensions in the air thick
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| Hate got me so high I’m gettin' airsick
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| Got my people broke lookin for a buck to borrow
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| Doin it one day at a time fuck your sorrow
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| Fuck tommorrow I want revenge
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| I got a Beretta named Vendetta |
| Time to answer for your sin- man
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| When you meet your creator- tell him I apologize
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| But I gotta ride Lord have mercy forgive me… |