| Can’t carry it around with you
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| but the weight of some things is just unshakeable.
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| The effects that I feel are real and physical.
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| Now I try my best to avoid you.
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| I’ve got better things to think about.
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| But one look from you and it was yesterday.
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| The things that now go better seem to fall away.
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| Would if I could but I can’t do.
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| Every time I look at you
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| one memory comes through
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| and a fear that never goes away cause there’s a part of me that blames you.
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| No amount of time can change how this hangs on to me.
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| Can’t keep it far away from you.
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| Dodge until you can’t and learn to bury things.
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| Forgive and then forget is wishful thinking.
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| Live like it’s fine, were it up to you.
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| But every time I look at you
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| one memory comes through
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| and a fear that never goes away cause there’s a part of me that blames you.
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| No amount of time can change how this hangs on to me.
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| It should’ve been the best of us,
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| but we leave out other loves and simple honesty.
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| How can you ever know if you’re just maybe?
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| Arms length, the wrong way through.
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| Every time I look at you
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| one memory comes through
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| and a fear that never goes away cause there’s a part of me that blames you.
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| No amount of time can change how this hangs on to me. |