Lyrics Black Sheep - Wombat

Black Sheep

I try makin' a change… Yeah
But stay baked as I’m blazin' my days away
I ain’t takin' blame, I been layin' awake in a crazy state
Like they’re snakin' me face to face
& I ain’t ever pray for a saving grace
It’s a game I kept makin the same mistakes
To the grave when I’m laid to waste
An' most cats only in it for the cake so dont say we’re mates !
From usin' hallucenagens
To abusin' the meds, I was losing my head
But I guess that I’m stupid I’m due for the sesh
Nah fuck that keep movin' ahead
Prove I’m the best and I loom and inpend
Like a nuclear threat like who could forget?
I’m a nuisance I bet they ain’t used to me yet
Never grew to forget lemme lose the regret
I’ve been restin' aside with the stress that I’m hidin
Bet I’ll end up in a mental asylum
Bendin' the time like I’m pressin' rewind
Gettin' better widda pen while I rep for the island
Yeah, while the temperatures risin'
Heads in the sky like I’m meant to remind em-
-got me question why
When I’m left widda sign at the end of my life
'Cause im wastin' my days, makin a name
Maybe I’m sane, maybe I’m not, may be deranged
Maybe I’ve changed, maybe the pot may be to blame
Maybe I’m lost, maybe it played wiv my brain
… Maybe I’m hatin' the game
… Lately I ain’t been the same
… Satan awaits in the flame
… Pray to get taken away
It’s not that deep, but it’s the facts so I rap bleak
Always at the back was the black sheep
Now I gotta get on track like an athlete
All I see is crackfiends in the backstreets
Gettin' jabs like a vacinne
But alas I’ve been stabbed in the back but the ones that I’ve loved
When the cunts should of backed me
Stuff it, I’m done widda actin'
I been fucked up so dont @ me
'Cause it ain’t that clear where my head is at
Pen and pad like black beard widda treasure map
I jus sat here bet I cracked as the pressure stacked
Better act but the fact is that we met our match
Yeah, won’t lie when I write songs
We’re the bomb like Diem with a mic on
Got my eyes on the prize cause life is a ride
And it might fly by wheres the time gone
I sat down to remember
When I’d act fowl widda temper
Gettin' smashed out on a bender
In the background like an extra
Now they’re back round to befriend ya
Dunno where I’ll end up will I’ll cross my goals-
-I was on a roll til I lost control
It’s not my fault, was shocked I just want to bolt
Like what’s the toll?
I’d pop nearly cost my soul
Yeah, calm as it gets
But nah he expected an arm n a leg
The drama gets harsher and harsher
Pretend that it ends for a sec then it’s startin' again
Pull the heart from my chest
Nah lemme starve to the death I’m a bastard thats partly a mess
It’s hard to forget but I’m set to repress it at last
Man it left all the scars in my head
Well that’s part of the test
Or karma I guess
Target the benchmark I could bar with the best
Far from a pest I’m a shark and I’m after ya flesh
But they laugh like I’m hardly a threat
Give an ass for the rep !
Nah I don' wanna garner respect, couldn’t care for the charts
I’m obsessed wid the art so I vent til' my past’ll regress
But it’s hard to express got em' askin what’s next