| The silken mud of this life covers me,
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| Surrounding consciousness with lucidity
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| But I have forgotten how to feel this
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| Fallen far away from what I found
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| Spinning in the darkness I have made of chances given to me, to me, to me,
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| to me, to me.
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| There is a hope
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| There is desire
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| There is a Knowledge
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| But it is cold
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| It’s lying on the surface and deep within
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| But I must bring it round and center
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| Bring it round again
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| Where I
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| Can see
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| And it can… breathe
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| All smoke and mirrors here
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| Submerged in my perceptions
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| Worlds without end
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| Yet these things seem temporary
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| Doomed to fall away with the thought that made them real
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| The mud begins to dry
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| Beneath the unknown sun
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| The surface cracked and peeled
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| Spreading out it could be…
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| It could be poetry
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| I pull up at the cracks
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| Pick up the pieces one by one
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| While on my hands and knees
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| As I did as a child
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| So delicate, each one by one
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| They crumble in my hands
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| And now it’s coming clear
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| That you were always here
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| What I was longing for
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| What I was meant to be
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| I wanted to come home |
| Wanted to know you so badly
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| But it’s not like you ever really left me
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| No it’s not like you ever really would
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| I offered myself up
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| When I saw that there was nothing below me at all
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| Familiarity, comes flooding back to me
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| Of all the times I’ve revisited this
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| Of all the times I cried…
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| Reach, reach me!
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| Touch, touch me!
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| Heal, heal me!
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| Open, open me!
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| So what is in you will shine through me
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| And what is in me will shine through thee… |