Lyrics Shimmer - Wishing

Shimmer

I remember
When i didn’t lash out in a temper
I guess it’s the pressure
Or the fear that the pain lasts forever
It was so easy
And care free
Now it haunts me
It’s dark and it’s empty
I can’t see
Whats in front of me
Because it shimmers
And it goes away
It shimmers
Then it goes away
You’re like a modern day queen
And i’m just a head full of bad dreams
Tonight i’m wondering why i’m still alone
I’m afraid of my cellphone
I know that everybody wants to help me
And they want to know if this is helping
But i can’t say
Because it shimmers
And it goes away
The light always dwindles
It doesn’t stay
You said lets wait until we’re both thirty five
I don’t see our parents alive
Our bodies are velcro
I’m afraid of my cellphone