| Feel the pressure on my back
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| Do you hear the texture of the raps?
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| In my voice why it’s all rasped
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| If I had to choice to buy it all back
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| Just how it was
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| I wouldn’t budge
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| Nah i want the city better than the level it was at
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| I been staying up day and night measuring the task
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| Of what it’s goin' take to get the city on blast
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| And it’s extra pressure cause i gotta do it on the road
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| How I’m supposed to keep a hold
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| Of shit if i ain’t home
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| So we meeting over whiskey in the morn
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| To the evening and I’m gone
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| Off of the deep end of the pond
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| Screaming I just got my feet in
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| Nah I’m wrong
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| I been fiending far to long
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| Now it got me reading all my wrongs
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| Do i got a reason to go on?
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| Sure the team got it some demons
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| Throw them demons in the song
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| Growing up throwing up drunk
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| But lately I been keeping calm
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| Keeping keeping on
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| Keep my people on
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| Leave the beat alone
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| Half of this rap shit battling addiction
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| They hand you a bottle for you to sip it
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| Kids give you a xan always used to split it
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| Then there’s the cameras and you are in it
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| Snapping pictures while you snapping spitting
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| Saying pat is bitching
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| But I had a vision
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| Talking shit while I’m sad and slipping
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| I’ll be back and kicking
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| Sitting back and kicking
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| Thought I was off the spliffs
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| I’m off the shits
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| Probably off the kid
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| I thought a bit
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| Cause I’m awful
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| It just seems warranted
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| To much time ignoring it
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| To much shit I’m storing in
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| I thought it was clear
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| Thought a motherfucker would hear
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| What? |
| I’m supposed to expect someone to tear
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| Up just cause what? |
| Wik the mic spic mutt slutt was in here
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| This the life we live this life we leave
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| So before I left this life I lead
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| The commander and chief
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| Of what they call my life
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| I ball on rhymes
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| They ball on white
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| I’m small and tan
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| They tall and white
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| I do me they just call a price out
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| Who’s he? |
| what’s his worth?
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| A mutt from birth a slut from 18
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| The first time i fucked was church
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| So I practice the religion of mackin' bitches
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| And I ain’t left manhattan in a minute
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| In the city I was born and I’m torn but I’m living
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| Half of this rap shit battling addiction
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| They hand you a bottle for you to sip it
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| Kids give you a xan always used to split it
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| Then there’s the cameras and you are in it
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| Snapping pictures while you snapping spitting
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| Saying pat is bitching
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| But I had a vision
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| Talking shit while I’m sad and slipping
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| I’ll be back and kicking
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| Sitting back and kicking
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| I can’t face it
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| Got problems, I can’t solve em, I sip bottles
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| Till i can’t taste it
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| It’s basic I just face it
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| Mason jars
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| Filled with that raw but it’s all wrong
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| Cause I can’t take it
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| So i face it, can’t face it, so i face it
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| Just face it
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| Half of this rap shit battling addiction
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| They hand you a bottle for you to sip it
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| Kids give you a xan always used to split it
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| Then there’s the cameras and you are in it
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| Snapping pictures while you snapping spitting
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| Saying pat is bitching
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| But i had a vision
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| Talking shit while I’m sad and slipping
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| I’ll be back and pitching
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| Hole ripping through your catcher’s mitten
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| I beamed that
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| You seen that?
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| Thought that you had it you kidding
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| Stupid motherfucker had to be kidding
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| Had to laugh at you
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| Had to admit it
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| I ain’t gassing
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| I mastered a written |