Lyrics Heartbreaker - While My City Burns

Heartbreaker

I was near death and it felt so free
Bathtub full of blood and cuts on my feet
I’m not afraid to die but I’m afraid to live
Death doesn’t feel and life is a lie
Always here I stand alone
So scared so broken so fucking gone
Home is where the heart is but my heart is dead
I can’t control these thoughts they control me instead
I know you’ll never understand how hard this feels
But everyday is a nightmare and death is a dream
Don’t blame yourselves I’ve always felt like this inside
I love you more than ever it’s time to say goodbye
Fuck I did it again
Razorblades going through my veins
Blood and tears I’m fading away
All my fears are going away
I’m falling down just to feel the ground
I need you to save me
I know you’ll never understand how hard this feels
But everyday is a nightmare and death is a dream
Don’t blame yourselves I’ve always felt like this inside
I love you more than ever it’s time to say goodbye
I feel more and more hopeless with every breath I take
I pray on my knees
But this pain won’t go away
I am a hollow shell
I am a hollow shell
Always here I stand alone
So scared so broken so fucking gone
Home is where the heart is but my heart is dead
I can’t control these thoughts they control me instead
I know you’ll never understand how hard this feels
But everyday is a nightmare and death is a dream
Don’t blame yourselves I’ve always felt like this inside
I love you more than ever it’s time to say goodbye