| It was early in the morning
|
| When I knew there was a problem
|
| You had a look in your eyes I had never seen before
|
| My heart stopped, dropped, rolled on the floor
|
| 'Cause I was burning
|
| Set on fire from learning
|
| That my mind got the best of me
|
| Feeling like a fool
|
| Don’t know what’s even left of me
|
| Tell me something true
|
| Fifteen years now trying
|
| Just to keep it inside me
|
| So afraid that if anyone knew the truth that I
|
| Locked away and buried deep inside
|
| That they’d leave me
|
| At the very least see me
|
| Just a little bit differently
|
| No matter what they say
|
| So I just fake a smile
|
| Crossing fingers when I pray
|
| These voices inside my head
|
| They won’t go away
|
| They won’t go away
|
| These monsters under my bed
|
| They keep me awake
|
| They keep me awake
|
| BRIDGE
|
| Sometimes my skin is on fire
|
| Sometimes these voices are liars
|
| The smallest part of me’s making the most noise
|
| I try to block it out but that’s when it destroys
|
| I try to medicate anyway that I can
|
| But the pills that I need won’t fit in my hands
|
| EXPLICIT VERSION — Fill up my lungs till it all fades away
|
| CLEAN VERSION — I try to block it out till it all fades away
|
| So uncomfortably numb every single day
|
| OUTRO
|
| It’s like I don’t even know what’s real anymore
|
| I don’t even know myself
|
| So tell me can we get to heaven, get, get to heaven
|
| Without going through Hell?
|
| It’s like I don’t even know what’s real anymore
|
| I don’t even know myself
|
| So tell me can we get to heaven, get, get to heaven
|
| Without going through Hell? |