| I am our cartographer
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| And to the sound of sad pianos
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| I sketch away the shore
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| To try to get to you
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| I vacillate and oscillate, uncertain on this axis
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| And oh what would a real man do?
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| What could a real man do now?
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| Like maps to each other, we plot and trace and stutter
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| But no matter the route, I can’t find a way
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| I can’t find a, way, to you
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| I can’t find a, way, to you
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| We’re wrought, with the broken maps of our thoughts
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| Yet we stretch, cross a gulf that knows we are less
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| She said, how can we know what is right
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| When we, live only one life at a time
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| And these ambivalences
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| We’ll force to become nothing
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| Eaten away, we will strive and we will stay
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| To force our way past the shores
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| And know, a little bit more
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| An endless emptiness, soaked through my skin
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| The world seemed dim
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| The aching seemed to sing
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| I’m so sick of depriving myself
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| Of the beauty, and the meaning these moments deserve
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| But we tear at the roots
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| And we scratch away the truth
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| Serving our secret want to make things worse
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| In waiting rooms our voices linger on
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| The signs above the door, read burdensome
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| We scratch at the silence try to see in the dark
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| Come to peace, we can’t see, and not-knowing is the art
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| We’re wrought, with the broken maps of our thoughts
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| Yet we stretch, cross a gulf that knows we are less
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| She said, how can we know what is right
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| When we, live only one life at a time
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| And these ambivalences
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| We’ll force to become nothing
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| Eaten away, we will strive and we will stay
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| To force our way past the shores
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| And know, a little bit more |