| I was living alone with all my friends
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| I didn’t know my place
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| One moment they loved, laughed and cared
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| And another started to hate
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| I was running to them
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| Begging to stay, didn’t they understand
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| All I wanted was them to see what’s real
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| Try to forgive and forget
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| And they thought I was mad
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| But I was just sad
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| I knew they had won and wished me away
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| I was left behind
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| I had to look up and find them again
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| All I found was my lies
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| They deserted my life
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| Hit me hard, turned cold as ice
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| I thought I knew who they were
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| Now they’d dropped their disguise
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| And they thought I was mad
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| Still sad
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| I just wanted to cry
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| They wanted me to die
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| Hundreds of moments that I’ve forgot
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| Too many words that I’d not mind
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| Thousands of dreams didn’t come true
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| Losing someone and they all blame me
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| I renewed myself still scars were sore
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| But I learned to live again
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| Baby steps I’d walk a mile
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| And didn’t turn my head
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| I don’t know why I called them friends
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| Cause they didn’t forgive and forget
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| A new life and a new sunrise
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| Lonely but free
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| So I was mad
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| No more sad
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| Wanted to cry
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| Wanted me to die |