| I wake up and remember who I am
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| The product of obscure design
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| A pent up agitated mind
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| Lost sight of my most calculated plans
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| Broke every promise to myself
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| A pattern I know all too well
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| Direction is harder to come by when I’m all alone
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| Connections are carelessly severed when I need them most
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| For what?
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| Search for another excuse, or regret the truth as soon as you find it
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| Put up with mental abuse, by pretentious fools who think that they’re so
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| open-minded
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| I can’t stand biting my tongue, but when I’m candid you always lash out and
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| deny it
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| So when you’re coming undone, remember honesty only hurts more when you fight it
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| It’s difficult to say, if I’ll ever find a way to clean the mess inside my mind
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| And I’ve tried to put to rest, the pounding in my chest that causes me to fall
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| behind
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| I’ve been here before, but I don’t want to stay, I’m planning my escape
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| So unlock the door, and though I am afraid, I’ll brave the world away
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| I hear them calling my name, and now there’s nowhere to hide, there’s nowhere
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| to hide
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| I’m throwing out all the shame, that hangs in my heavy mind, in my heavy mind
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| Get up before it’s too late, this bed is covered in lies, it’s covered in lies
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| I’m moving out of the shade, so I can welcome the light, I’ll welcome the light |