| Stephen, I love you, I can’t grow past you,
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| I’m, homesick in spite of the place
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| that I fostered and styled to raise this child
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| who keeps me in pitch and in pace
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| But I miss reaching for the lasers,
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| the sound of the beat is eight clicks away,
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| classes, school behaviour.
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| sweating the night out of the sky,
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| learning to laugh and not ask why.
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| Stephen, I missed you,
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| the whole world kissed you.
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| You shut up in bloom like a fern
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| that was spotted and black,
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| with the leaves swirled backwards,
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| as same trick too easy to turn.
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| Should I change my name and move to the country?
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| A life full of children and animals,
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| white fences, landed gentry.
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| Maybe I want to be myself,
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| but I am somebody else.
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| Nine months later, I’m the lonely one,
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| with all the fruit of labour and half of the fun.
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| (just like) crisp and cozy in the rising sun,
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| we’ve got a heart of gold, man, it beats like a drum.
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| It shakes, the pebbles are cracking and break,
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| (the kid logic) dissolves and it all starts to give away,
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| then nothing is ever the same,
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| I can’t stand it.
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| I want to be myself,
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| but I am somebody else
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| Stephen, I’m watching the world get boring,
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| there’s too much restraint in the mix.
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| I’d be overly flattered to feel so shattered to,
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| have something broken and fixed.
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| But i know the world outside is knocking
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| the dream, the drive or the pedigree.
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| The forces interlocking,
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| well, maybe I want to be myself,
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| but I am somebody else.
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| Nine months later, I’m the lonely one,
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| with all the fruit of labour and half of the fun.
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| Just like crisp and cozy in the rising sun,
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| he’s got a heart of gold, man, it beats like a drum.
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| It shakes, the pebbles are cracking and break,
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| (the kid logic) dissolves and it all starts to give away,
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| and nothing is ever the same,
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| I can’t stand it.
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| I want to be myself,
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| but I am somebody else
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| And you’ll never have someone like me,
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| if you’ll never leave then you’ll never see.
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| I swear that I will pull you from the wreckage
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| of this sunday, monday routine.
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| I will pull you from the wreckage.
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| oh, don’t you need me on my own.
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| Cos you and me,
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| we’re two of a kind.
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| We’re two of a kind.
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| Stephen, I love you, I can’t grow past you,
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| I got nothing left to give to you. |