| Fuck it, why don’t you just let me overdose?
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| I did it again, and woke up again
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| Tired of running from all these withdrawals, keep losing my friends
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| This might be my end
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| All of these drugs while I’m counting my ends
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| Fuck it I’m dead
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| Fuck it I’m dead inside…
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| And now you know why
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| Now that I’m gone, I’m on the run
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| Alone in my room I look down at my gun
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| Picking it up, I don’t want to give up
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| But I’m stuck in this rut that I’ve dug and I’m fucked
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| The drugs didn’t help
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| I blame myself for the shit I’ve been dealt
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| Tell you I’m cool but I’m losing my grip
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| Tell you I’m good but I’m losing my shit
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| You didn’t want to take him to the hospital
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| All you really wanted was his capital
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| Another one lost that we cannot predict
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| This is a plague and we cannot pretend
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| Another mistake too much gas in your lungs
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| When you stick in that needle and watch what’s alive (fuck)
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| Letting go of all I’ve ever known
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| I wanna feel the wave’s control
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| Tighten its grip around my throat
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| Crashing over me, I’m holding on
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| Feel the narcotics might never wake up
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| All of the bodies just start to pile up
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| And that’s when it hits you rips you perplexed
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| Now you are floating, it’s on to the next
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| Now I’m letting go, let the chemicals control
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| I’m holding on
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| Always dismissed do you get the gist?
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| I’m holding on
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| Letting go of all I’ve ever known
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| I wanna feel the wave’s control
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| Tighten its grip around my throat
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| You never really ever gave a shit
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| Always dismissed do you get the gist?
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| Always kneeling down
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| I’m an addict with a crown
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| Don’t you love the sound when my body hits the ground
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| Why don’t you just let me drown?
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| Fuck it, why don’t you just let me overdose?
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| I did it again, and woke up again
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| Tired of running from all these withdrawals, keep losing my friends
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| This might be my end
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| All of these drugs while I’m counting my ends
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| Fuck it I’m dead
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| Fuck it I’m dead inside…
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| And now you know why |